[Lyric] Fading Into Gray (In Faith We Fear)

Is this the end?
I'm watching the vulture circle me
Hoping that I won't last another day
Is this the end
Have I reached the limits of life?
Watching another day pass me by

Beliefs that turned against me
Will I have the strength to carry on?
Stabbed in the name of intolerance and ignorance
By the blade of your negligence

A fate laced with hate on a never-ending quest to fuck me over
Don't think I have the strength to carry on and reopen the mouths you sew shut
Nothing to live for unless I'm not sober
No hope is left it'll never be over

So take me!
Put an end to my suffering!
No care for what's on the other side
Because your reign makes hell look like
A paradise
I'm fading into gray
It feels like I've lost my way
I'm fading into gray
It feels like digging my own grave

Is this the end?
Pushing the limits of life
Years of torment passed my by

Faith in you
Turned against me
Will I have the strength to carry on?
Following the voice of the righteous
You don't have a single virtue
Just vices

This is not the end
Even if it kills me
I will carry on
Despite the odds
I will overcome
This is not the end
Even if it kills me
I will carry on
I'll overcome this
I'm fading into gray
It feels like I've lost my way
I'm fading into gray
It feels like digging my own grave

(Breakdown)

I'm fading into gray
It feels like I've lost my way
I'm fading into gray
It feels like digging my own grave

I watched it crash and burn
Too weak to fight against it
To whom this may concern
I gave up everything to no avail
Through an ocean of lost souls I sail

(This is not the end)
It's killing me slowly
(This is not the end)
Choking me gently
(This is not the end)
Beating me cruelly
This is not the end