I’m writing this letter to you
The only purpose is to tell the truth
Rather be dead than abandoned alive
Have a real job than work 9-5
Making the minimum wage
I’d rather be up on a stage
In front of fans
Tell me why I’m a different man
And this past year has changed me
I gotta life to live
But I’m confused with what I’m chasing
Searching for something that’s real and not fake
If fake’s what I’m after, I’ll drown in a lake
I risking it all for every chance that I take
As I’m writing this down, I have a headache
Writing these lyrics is dangerous enough
There’s people around me, they’re calling bluff
On my intuition, and my dedication
To pouring myself out on this paper
Where will I be, half a year later
Where the heck will I be, half a year later
I’m scared of getting close, in the end comatose
Don’t wanna end up like the rest, overkilling overdose
Almost lost too many people
What’s the point of friends
If they’re not there for you in the end
I'm fallen short
I've been lied to now
I've lost all my hope, in you
But at least I tried
Until the day I die
Would it matter if I cried
I guess it’s my story
I guess that I’m boring
I guess that I’ll never make it
If I was just truly given the chance, chances are I would take it
I get scared sometimes of the outcome
But half the time I’m wondering how come
With every problem I face, I reply with some laughter
Living my life, is a mask what I’m after
I said living my life, is a mask what I’m after
Restrained to my room, do I really matter
Depression it kills a man, leaves him so scattered
If I need some faith I'll take a leap of it
At the same time, don’t know if the problem is
Worth it, should I even take the chance
Every moment that I catch that feels like some happiness
Turns into death, but I’ll capture it
I guess some people aren’t meant to be happy
Everyday, I wake up with a dream
Should I be honest
Let’s face it, can I even handle it
If I had true happiness, could I manage it
Life is short
They always tell me
I despise people that pretend to know me
If you were there through the pain
You’ll be here for the gain
Maybe one day, you’ll be hearing my name
Maybe one day, you’ll be hearing my name
Have you ever lost a friend, well it sucks
Chances are, you were counting on them
To be in your life, for every milestone
And everytime, you’re beat down to the bone
But life as it is, they cease to exist
Denying they’re gone, you start to resist
Screaming out loud, you hold out a fist
Welcome to life, the endless abyss
Welcome to life, the endless abyss
I'm fallen short
I've been lied to now
I've lost all my hope, in you
But at least I tried
Until the day I die
Would it matter if I cried
I forget I fall
Would've bled out too
Would've held my arms out
Till they gave out
I have nothing to lose
But it's your choice to choose
Would I be better off alone
The only purpose is to tell the truth
Rather be dead than abandoned alive
Have a real job than work 9-5
Making the minimum wage
I’d rather be up on a stage
In front of fans
Tell me why I’m a different man
And this past year has changed me
I gotta life to live
But I’m confused with what I’m chasing
Searching for something that’s real and not fake
If fake’s what I’m after, I’ll drown in a lake
I risking it all for every chance that I take
As I’m writing this down, I have a headache
Writing these lyrics is dangerous enough
There’s people around me, they’re calling bluff
On my intuition, and my dedication
To pouring myself out on this paper
Where will I be, half a year later
Where the heck will I be, half a year later
I’m scared of getting close, in the end comatose
Don’t wanna end up like the rest, overkilling overdose
Almost lost too many people
What’s the point of friends
If they’re not there for you in the end
I'm fallen short
I've been lied to now
I've lost all my hope, in you
But at least I tried
Until the day I die
Would it matter if I cried
I guess it’s my story
I guess that I’m boring
I guess that I’ll never make it
If I was just truly given the chance, chances are I would take it
I get scared sometimes of the outcome
But half the time I’m wondering how come
With every problem I face, I reply with some laughter
Living my life, is a mask what I’m after
I said living my life, is a mask what I’m after
Restrained to my room, do I really matter
Depression it kills a man, leaves him so scattered
If I need some faith I'll take a leap of it
At the same time, don’t know if the problem is
Worth it, should I even take the chance
Every moment that I catch that feels like some happiness
Turns into death, but I’ll capture it
I guess some people aren’t meant to be happy
Everyday, I wake up with a dream
Should I be honest
Let’s face it, can I even handle it
If I had true happiness, could I manage it
Life is short
They always tell me
I despise people that pretend to know me
If you were there through the pain
You’ll be here for the gain
Maybe one day, you’ll be hearing my name
Maybe one day, you’ll be hearing my name
Have you ever lost a friend, well it sucks
Chances are, you were counting on them
To be in your life, for every milestone
And everytime, you’re beat down to the bone
But life as it is, they cease to exist
Denying they’re gone, you start to resist
Screaming out loud, you hold out a fist
Welcome to life, the endless abyss
Welcome to life, the endless abyss
I'm fallen short
I've been lied to now
I've lost all my hope, in you
But at least I tried
Until the day I die
Would it matter if I cried
I forget I fall
Would've bled out too
Would've held my arms out
Till they gave out
I have nothing to lose
But it's your choice to choose
Would I be better off alone
( FlamingoX )
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