[Lyric] Farewell (Damien)

I don't know how to start this shit
But lately I've been in the dark 'n' shit
Sometimes I try to change myself, I hate myself
And I just fall apart 'n' shit
I give too many fucks
Maybe it's the drugs
Maybe I'm just too fucking complicated
For anybody to love
Maybe I should blame myself
'Cause I keep fucking up
Maybe I'm just overreacting
And I should toughen up
Buckle up

I pull out my driveway and hop on the highway to hell
This ain't the right way, things never go my way
And that is the reason I'm saying farewell
Goodbye to all and I don't wanna hear that I'm selfish
'Cause this ain't your story to tell
I'm sorry I fell
But where thе fuck were you when I was so down
And I needеd some help?
Look
I've really fucking had it
Imagine a damn life
Where I don't exist
It don't make a difference
I'm damn right
Ashamed that I can't really do anything right
I'm drained and I can't really put up a damn fight
I'm lost and I can't see a path in my damn sight
I been shot from behind like multiple damn times
And all the lies and cries make it feel like I been died
And realize they ain't even real no more

I get high but don't feel that feeling no more
I'm low and I can't touch the ceiling no more
And for that I just don't wanna be here no more
So I'm shuttin' the door

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I give too many fucks
Maybe it's the drugs
Maybe I'm just too fucking complicated
For anybody to love
Maybe I should blame myself
'Cause I keep fucking up
Maybe I'm just overreacting
And I should toughen up
Buckle up
I pull out my driveway and hop on the highway to hell
This ain't the right way, things never go my way
And that is the reason I'm saying farewell
Goodbye to all and I don't wanna hear that I'm selfish
'Cause this ain't your story to tell
I'm sorry I fell
But where the fuck were you when I was so down
And I needed some help?
Look

I've really fucking had it
Imagine a damn life
Where I don't exist
It don't make a difference
I'm damn right
Ashamed that I can't really do anything right
I'm drained and I can't really put up a damn fight
I'm lost and I can't see a path in my damn sight
I been shot from behind like multiple damn times
And all the lies and cries make it feel like I been died
And realize they ain't even real no more

I get high but don't feel that feeling no more
I'm low and I can't touch the ceiling no more
And for that I just don't wanna be here no more
So I'm shuttin' the door