[Lyric] Fate (Damion Chase)

INTRO

So I put my words on pages
Take away the silence in the noise

VERSE 1

I'm having trouble making sense
With these thoughts in my head
You know I gotta pay rent on it
Can't put peace of mind on layaway
What if I don't make it to that day, okay?
See what I mean I'm over the moon
When I'm overthinking through anything
I've been through so many things
Covered in dirt I got mud in my eyes
From the tears that i cried
They ain't coming anymore, prohibition inside
Done with the visions inside, don't trust the simplest lie
Alive don't mean well
I'vе been drinking for my health
Not to make it any bettеr, stuffing the proof down
The stuff in my brain is so dangerous
Is that a vice or a voice
Their words come simultaneous
Who needs helping hands
I got hands to hold me up
I keep them on me so I don't wait on anyone
Good guys come and go its a show
Not many that I met ever stick around
Guess that's why I'm on the road
So yes I like long talks as much as I like boardwalks
Sunsets raise up zombies they'll rip all my boards off
Closet doors I taped off, basement floors I caved in
Front porch I ain't seen since like age ten
There's close people that became ancient
Permanent is not a word as far as my dictation
If I'm a dick, sorry I know I'm impatient
If time is my element I'm bending people till they shape-shift
CHORUS

Gotta keep my tongue-tied
Only way I keep my mind straight (mind straight)
Too much traffic on the highway
So it's my way (my way)
I don't trust too many others
I like to pull my own weight (pull my own weight)
Even if I suffocate (even if I suffocate)
Master of my own fate (even if I, even if I)
Master of my own fate


VERSE 2

I get rude, I know its true
Try and stuff it under the surface
I'm passive with aggression
I just make it worse and I'm sorry if I hurt you
I'm well aware of what my words do
I know that makes it worse too
Conflict brings up a ton of fears inside
I'll finish the wrong meal before I pull a chef aside
I paint it so well though
Humble as a hell hole, trophy on my shelf
DaVinci's on my mantle
But this year I'm addressing all my issues
Page 1 to 99 I'm venting out the refuse
Offers to extend my time, sorry if I refuse
Dark thoughts wanna violate, I don't want a "me too"
I want clean view, heaven-sent top floor, dream view
Sunrise, purple skies, king of the castle
Hard to believe you, I want me and you
Waking up at sea, just me and you
CHORUS

Gotta keep my tongue-tied
Only way I keep my mind straight (mind straight)
Too much traffic on the highway
So it's my way (my way)
I don't trust too many others
I like to pull my own weight (pull my own weight)
Even if I suffocate (even if I suffocate)
Master of my own fate (even if I, even if I)
Master of my own fate