[Lyric] Father (Familiar With Failure)

Where have you been
And why did you leave
What am I supposed to do if I can't believe in you
You said it was for the best
Well the best is too far gone
I've been the man that you had left
Grown but yet still young

How do you justify living a lie
Where did your sense of feeling fall
So numb to leave the ones you loved
And never gave a damn about us at all

And now you're who knows where, while I haven't moved an inch
Six years since, on a throne of guilt you sit
She still criеs every now and then
From twеnty years strong, thrown away and caught in the wind

I keep wondering if I would be here if you would've stayed (bleh)

Then again, I'm fine where I'm at
Because you've gone away
Because you've gone away
How do you justify living a lie
Where did your sense of feeling fall
So numb to leave the ones you loved
And never gave a damn about us at all
And you tried to save the lives you gave up years ago
You can't change the fact
To me you're in the past
It's time I let you know

December, 2012
You put me through hell

Father
Can you hear me
Father
Where are you
Father
Do you still love me
Father
You're not my father
Father
Can you hear me
Father
Where are you
Father
Do you still love me
Father
You're not my father
Father
You're not my


"Carve a ditch in my flesh
Sharpen the blade
This life is not yours
You can't try to fight me anymore
There's no going back now
This is where you've ended up"