[Lyric] Fear Future (Pluto & Charon)

[Verse 1]
I've been feeling afraid of the future
Something's coming, oh what's around the bend?
Is it the end?
The bell is sounding, we're lining up
Hearts are full, no choice of giving up
Have you had enough?
Alleviating anxiety's failing
Throat's gone raw, the smoke I'm inhaling
I'm counting serendipity
As all my thoughts came crashing down on me

[Chorus 1]
I only have myself to blame
I cut you off when you called me by my mother's name
The one she gave to me before my heart could hold a bеat
Why do we always take this so personal?
You said it so, and I thought I knеw
It's easier to focus on the bullshit
Everything that's wrong
[Verse 2]
Forsake what you think you are
For something better, it's forged in fire
I know it hurts
My heart's been changing and I am with it
I search for wholeness, I'm sure to lose some things
I don't think I'll miss them
My faith's been tested like a certification
Have you been learning, or have you been sleeping?
I need you to see this
'Cause for the third time since I've started
I've lost my meaning, on the ride, but I wanna get off it
I need to know if it's worth it

[Chorus 2]
I only have myself to blame
I cut you off when you called me by my father's name
The one he gave to me before his heart could hold a beat
Why do we always take this so personal?
You said it so, and I thought I knew
It's easier to focus on the bullshit
Everything that's wrong
It takes some effort to look between
To see the beauty in everything