[Lyric] Feelin (Ahmed HTF)

I feel so bad
Feeling numb
Thinking of all that shit that we had
Sipping drinks
Smoking flowers
Crying every time I be on my bed
Niggas be asking me what's going on?
I'm just fucked up and dealing with some stress
Everything planned is going fucking wrong
I gotta a lot of fucking weight on my back
I feel so bad
Feeling numb
Thinking of all that shit that we had

Get in my wip and start to drive around
Wishing i find a place to stay calm
44 Blunts roll another one
I don't wanna be awake when it's time
My phone keep ringing i put it on silent
I don't wanna talk i know I'll be violent
I'm not talking love but bitches be falling
I only want my money i like to count it
Ama get myself to a better scene
Either catch a casе or I'm catching my dream
Get my niggas to the lifе that they feen
Look to my girl swimming she a ten
Put a hundred racks on my backpack
Ama spend it all on shit that make sense
Get my family All the shit that they want
Give a mil more to my momma to spend
This is all in my head but I'll make it for sure
It may take some time but i ain't letting go
Finna make it outta here like it's Compton
There's no fucking option but cutting my throat
We wasn't born the same i said it before
We live deferent lives
We got deferent flaws
Bitches be wondering if I'm cheater
And I'm out here thinking if they'll give my visa

I feel so bad
Feeling numb
Thinking of all that shit that we had
Sipping drinks
Smoking flowers
Crying every time I be on my bed
Niggas be asking me what's going on?
I'm just fucked up and dealing with some stress
Everything planned is going fucking wrong
I gotta a lot of fucking weight on my back
I feel so bad
Feeling numb
Thinking of all that shit that we had