“I don’t know what I’m doing here
I can’t help myself
Why can’t I do the things that I need to do?
I keep questioning myself but I can’t find the answers
Is there really anything out there?
Anybody that I need?
Can this self-doubt just go the fuck away
Why is my past still haunting me?
I know the future I want, but I can’t reach it
I will never give up
I will never quit
I’m not giving in, until I’ve died
At least I can say I tried
Self conscious, shut up, I can speak for myself
I’m a man of my own words
If it's only natural, then why doesn’t this feel right?
I used to be capable of the power I control
The potential I possess
I need rеassurance...Before I losе it all.”
Before I lose it all!
Why can’t I tell you?
Tell you that I love you
Everyday it starts up again
It gets worse and worse
“Where’s my courage when I need it?”
I just bleed it
I crave you!
It’s an endless spin I can’t win. (I will never win)
Falling down and I can’t get back up
Crawling in my room, with the door shut
Torment has captured me and I can’t escape
I cry for this blood lake!
My tears are red and full of dread
I cry blood, I pour blood!
I can’t cope!
I’m suffering alone
I can’t break free
“Do you like me?”
I’m trapped in this asylum!
Blood pouring from my mouth
I drip and bleed for you!
Torturing my mind
Held captive to the shackles
My scabs are sore
My wounds won’t heal
I’m coughing up this delirium
I just can’t help but feel
My nails digging into my face!
I want to rip off this mask
Shed my skin
Erase my face!
I’m going insane!
Running my life in the wrong lane!
You’re the only one that covers me up, makes me whole again
I don’t wanna' be where I am
I wanna' leave this place
But I can never stop running this race!
I just need you
I’ve been calling out to you
Haven’t you heard my screams? (of pain and agony!)
Please just reply
Before it’s too late
Oh fuck
Here we go again! (agh!)
Pounding my head into the ground!
I just need you to carry me to sleep tonight
Just be my embodiment and soul
I’m reckless here!
My heart’s full!
I’ve tried telling you
And I can’t stop shaking
If you’re wondering how?
My visions blackened
I can’t see anything!
Dragging my chains!
The only emotion I feel is pain!
On my own, alone
You were the one that rescued me
Got through to me!
I don't understand anyone else
I saw colour for the first time!
At my weakest point
You helped me, healed my heart!
Waiting for my parents to come home!
Stuff that
That ended years ago!
You mean everything to me
When you’re not there, I’m not either!
Heaven gets higher and higher!
Liar!
My angel is coming home soon
You fill me up
Close my hole
You are so much to me
Even though...I still don’t know...If you feel the same as me!
I can’t help myself
Why can’t I do the things that I need to do?
I keep questioning myself but I can’t find the answers
Is there really anything out there?
Anybody that I need?
Can this self-doubt just go the fuck away
Why is my past still haunting me?
I know the future I want, but I can’t reach it
I will never give up
I will never quit
I’m not giving in, until I’ve died
At least I can say I tried
Self conscious, shut up, I can speak for myself
I’m a man of my own words
If it's only natural, then why doesn’t this feel right?
I used to be capable of the power I control
The potential I possess
I need rеassurance...Before I losе it all.”
Before I lose it all!
Why can’t I tell you?
Tell you that I love you
Everyday it starts up again
It gets worse and worse
“Where’s my courage when I need it?”
I just bleed it
I crave you!
It’s an endless spin I can’t win. (I will never win)
Falling down and I can’t get back up
Crawling in my room, with the door shut
Torment has captured me and I can’t escape
I cry for this blood lake!
My tears are red and full of dread
I cry blood, I pour blood!
I can’t cope!
I’m suffering alone
I can’t break free
“Do you like me?”
I’m trapped in this asylum!
Blood pouring from my mouth
I drip and bleed for you!
Torturing my mind
Held captive to the shackles
My scabs are sore
My wounds won’t heal
I’m coughing up this delirium
I just can’t help but feel
My nails digging into my face!
I want to rip off this mask
Shed my skin
Erase my face!
I’m going insane!
Running my life in the wrong lane!
You’re the only one that covers me up, makes me whole again
I don’t wanna' be where I am
I wanna' leave this place
But I can never stop running this race!
I just need you
I’ve been calling out to you
Haven’t you heard my screams? (of pain and agony!)
Please just reply
Before it’s too late
Oh fuck
Here we go again! (agh!)
Pounding my head into the ground!
I just need you to carry me to sleep tonight
Just be my embodiment and soul
I’m reckless here!
My heart’s full!
I’ve tried telling you
And I can’t stop shaking
If you’re wondering how?
My visions blackened
I can’t see anything!
Dragging my chains!
The only emotion I feel is pain!
On my own, alone
You were the one that rescued me
Got through to me!
I don't understand anyone else
I saw colour for the first time!
At my weakest point
You helped me, healed my heart!
Waiting for my parents to come home!
Stuff that
That ended years ago!
You mean everything to me
When you’re not there, I’m not either!
Heaven gets higher and higher!
Liar!
My angel is coming home soon
You fill me up
Close my hole
You are so much to me
Even though...I still don’t know...If you feel the same as me!
( Thom Kenobi )
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