[Lyric] Feelings (Unknown j)

I dont wanna be alive no matter how hard i try its not mine i just dont have no figth in me i am so stupid i have nigthmares of my mom ex bf rapping me its my fault and i dont wanna be alive please help i need to get out there and talk toi sum one my family dont uunderstand me its just me myself and i and i dont wanna be alive its been rougth time theres and there and here and i just dont wanna figth going to a hospital anit going help one bit being lock up because you have a hard life its dum asf i dont have no home and no family and i just dont have a hеart anymore its so hard no one to talk to and its like your drеaming but your not and actulay real all this pain is never going away and i understand all of it and i just wanna fly away and no i never had a support team and i wish i was never borning all these great kids why did they have to go i bet they be happy in there life more than me i am definly broke and everyone day i watch its go by every day and thats just fact suffer everyone day i just wanna die