[Lyric] Fields (Tau)

You tryna make me be content with myself
I appreciate the gesture, but i dont need no help
For lack of givin a fuck, im into this for myself
Ain't in for nobody else
You really think that im selfless enough to pay you attention
The only thing that i been payin for is love and affection
From the ones that dont really mean it, i pray for a blessin
Whatever its cool. I dont believe in god so darkness is the fate im expectin

Bitch, prove to me you exist
How can i live knowin nobody is livin, thats it
Therеs no ideology that i am binded to
Ill make my own, shit i know that anything is possiblе
At least in the universe that i created, everybody is me
Just an imaginary vision of my changin mentality
Dont be too mad at me, thats just bein mad at myself
It would be better if i could just live with apathy and happiness
To feed to my head No say in anything that i do, free will is a myth
Do i even exist? shit i dont know, but it dont matter
Long as im here and im thinkin this shit
How could i think if i didn't
How could i think if i didn't
How could i think if i didn't
How could i-
Keep comin back to the question
Is life worth livin if all im doin is restin
And wastin my time, precious
Fuck your captchas, bitch check this
Ain't never think straight, just goin off my peripherals
Tunnel vision, tint the windows, keep the light from hittin you
You is me, all is well, but that do not change anything
Every day im being, i see the preference in heavens taste
I see the bits and pieces that im missin almost everyday
I see the bliss in ignorance, significance i dont convey
I see your little hustle tryna muscle with the bigger play
I see through the fields of our realm, my consciousness is fake

Nothing exists, does it