[Hook]
Alright I'm back
Sit it back down
It’s too late
Y'all late
Can't run now
Might ask, who this dude is
Man, all I’m gonna say "It's okay
There's not many people that know me around
Holdin' me down"
I'm keepin' my circle so tight and secluded
Sometimes, I feel like even I'm not included
My mind is polluted with the past that I've ruined
[Verse]
This is the shit I’ve been dreamin’ about
Since I put my first song out
When everyone else took me rightfully as a joke
But I realized that I got a genuine chance
At making something bigger than me
Building a lеgacy, but back then
Ain't nobody believеd that
I could go as far as releasing an album
Well fuckers, I’m here for the second outing
I ain't fuckin' stoppin'
Imma keep you bombin’ ‘til the end of time
Or until God gets tired of my lies
Wasting my life with
Fighting my vices
Hiding from time
Hopin' that one day, Imma get it right
Cause if I'm not doin' a good enough job
I might as well just stop
Locking my eyes on the top, hoping that I won't fail
Achieving some kind of motherfucking success
Putting it all on my head
Raising the pressure on my chest
My last chance
To be better than my best
To embrace the sickness
And somehow turn my weaknesses
Into strength
The rest
I don't really give a fuck about that
Every day is a blessing
Still kickin' it thankfully
Fighting my demons
Tryna make a difference
I'm lucky to live
But my work ain't even near it
I'm comin', I know you hear it
You fear it
The odds are against it
I came here to kill it
Just call it a day
Cause there won't be a way, you can keep me away
I live and die for this shit everyday
I wanna, but I can't do nothing else to
Cope with the bad stuff
Than to go down the deep-end depressed
Completely outta my head
This minute I'm stuck in the past, then in the next
I'm stuck in the future, ain't keepin' it neutral
Short-shifting from drive and reverse
Cause you never know which one'll make you a legend
And which one will hold you back
Yeah, I'm struggling to find the remedy
Mentally broken, but wake up with hope every morning
To learn from my mistakes
So maybe I can get some fuckin' relief from my stress
And detach from those moments, that I cannot take anymore
Finally laugh at a joke and not fake it
Look at the present like it's something worth living
Still I keep it in being heroic
Veil all my doubts, hopin' that I can ignore it
But being ignorant has only made me more introverted
Bottling up the words in me, and if there's too many
I'll pick out some music and vent
Just so I could feel a little happy for a couple of tracks
Grab the wheel, not the gat
I'm feeling great, feeling bad
The basement is getting flooded
But I cannot do nothing about it
So Imma just enjoy these couple breaths
I don't know how many there's left
But Imma live every moment like it is my last
In theory it really sounds amazing, but I haven't lived
A single motherfucking second without being scared
Yeah, I'm looking for change!
Alright I'm back
Sit it back down
It’s too late
Y'all late
Can't run now
Might ask, who this dude is
Man, all I’m gonna say "It's okay
There's not many people that know me around
Holdin' me down"
I'm keepin' my circle so tight and secluded
Sometimes, I feel like even I'm not included
My mind is polluted with the past that I've ruined
[Verse]
This is the shit I’ve been dreamin’ about
Since I put my first song out
When everyone else took me rightfully as a joke
But I realized that I got a genuine chance
At making something bigger than me
Building a lеgacy, but back then
Ain't nobody believеd that
I could go as far as releasing an album
Well fuckers, I’m here for the second outing
I ain't fuckin' stoppin'
Imma keep you bombin’ ‘til the end of time
Or until God gets tired of my lies
Wasting my life with
Fighting my vices
Hiding from time
Hopin' that one day, Imma get it right
Cause if I'm not doin' a good enough job
I might as well just stop
Locking my eyes on the top, hoping that I won't fail
Achieving some kind of motherfucking success
Putting it all on my head
Raising the pressure on my chest
My last chance
To be better than my best
To embrace the sickness
And somehow turn my weaknesses
Into strength
The rest
I don't really give a fuck about that
Every day is a blessing
Still kickin' it thankfully
Fighting my demons
Tryna make a difference
I'm lucky to live
But my work ain't even near it
I'm comin', I know you hear it
You fear it
The odds are against it
I came here to kill it
Just call it a day
Cause there won't be a way, you can keep me away
I live and die for this shit everyday
I wanna, but I can't do nothing else to
Cope with the bad stuff
Than to go down the deep-end depressed
Completely outta my head
This minute I'm stuck in the past, then in the next
I'm stuck in the future, ain't keepin' it neutral
Short-shifting from drive and reverse
Cause you never know which one'll make you a legend
And which one will hold you back
Yeah, I'm struggling to find the remedy
Mentally broken, but wake up with hope every morning
To learn from my mistakes
So maybe I can get some fuckin' relief from my stress
And detach from those moments, that I cannot take anymore
Finally laugh at a joke and not fake it
Look at the present like it's something worth living
Still I keep it in being heroic
Veil all my doubts, hopin' that I can ignore it
But being ignorant has only made me more introverted
Bottling up the words in me, and if there's too many
I'll pick out some music and vent
Just so I could feel a little happy for a couple of tracks
Grab the wheel, not the gat
I'm feeling great, feeling bad
The basement is getting flooded
But I cannot do nothing about it
So Imma just enjoy these couple breaths
I don't know how many there's left
But Imma live every moment like it is my last
In theory it really sounds amazing, but I haven't lived
A single motherfucking second without being scared
Yeah, I'm looking for change!
( ItsErikson )
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