[Lyric] Fighting (Shiruu)

I missed everything
Everything
When everything is bright and clear
And I could see

I can do what I want
What I could think
When I can do the stuff
That I can't do now

Where did all that strength go
I don't know
Where the stuff I put long ago
I don't know

Cause even if I tried
I'm not enough
Even if it hurts
I won't give up

Long ago
I was I child, but now I'm not
Long ago
I think it was happy, I think
Cause even if
There was sadness, there's always hope
But I can't
Barely see myself living

When I close my eyes
I feel calm
But I can't keep it close
For much longer

Cause I could see
Far beyond my sight
That there is darkness
That I'm afraid to fight

Stand up
I can't anymore
Tough it up
I am weak

But
Even though
I'm still here
On my knees, fighting

I missed everything
Everything
When everything is bright and clear
And I could see
I can do what I want
What I could think
When I can do the stuff
That I can't do now

Why am I still here?
I should give up, no no
Why I'm still trying?
I'm so broken, I know

Cause they say
Where there is will
There is a way
Kind of beautiful

I just keep lighting up the fire
So it won't burn out
But it's not as bright
Anymore

What happened to me?
Cause I don't really know
I don't really
Know

When I close my eyes
I feel calm
But I can't keep it close
For much longer
Cause I could see
Far beyond my sight
That there is darkness
That I'm afraid to fight

Stand up
I can't anymore
Tough it up
I am weak

But
Even though
I'm still here
On my knees, fighting