[Lyric] Fingers to my head ([1]28)

[Verse 1]
I've got a relationship with death
I cannot quite express
How I will mourn the dead
And wish I’d died instead

And I swear I do my best
Do my bed after each rest
But pain never ends
Unless it ends with lead

[Chorus]
I put my fingers to my head
Close my eyes and wish it lead
To the grave but I wake again
(Am I awake)
Fingers to my head

I put my fingers to my head
Every road that I will tread
Will lead me back to my death again
Fingers to my head
I put my fingers to my head

[Verse 2]
I've got a relationship with myself
And I'm Not sure it can be helped
Cause I’m my only friend
And the reason of my end

And I'm trying to ignore
The skin shed on the floor
But the past is all I have
Which is why I lose my track

[Chorus]
And put my fingers to my head
Close my eyes and wish it lead
To the grave but I wake again
(Am I awake)
Fingers to my head

I put my fingers to my head
Every road that I will tread
Will lead me back to my death again
Fingers to my head

I put my fingers to my head
[Post-Chorus]
When I wake up
Am I awake
These days all feel the fuckin' same

And I just know
The only way
Out this mess is to float away

[Outro]
(When I wake up)
But I'll stay
(Am I awake)
I'll stay
(These days all feel the fuckin' same)
Fingers to my head

I put my fingers to my head