[Lyric] First Steps (Rachael Baldwin)

Pulling up in my drive
Hoppin' out the passenger side
While I'm sittin' in the rain
Lookin' down at the puddle
Made of tears
But you think its all okay
While inside
That's not the real me
I just wanna be remembered
For something other than you
But I can't move past you
Cause you were still growing up
Not knowing what to do
Suddenly, you got a kid
And that kid's me
Like whatcha gonna do
Your one and only didn't want me
And neither did you
But you can't get rid of me
Just like they can't ignore
All them bars I'm barking
Cause you nevеr wanted me
And I dont wanna try
Im tired of arguing
Bitch, you chosе to have me
Don't fuck up now
You didn't care from the start
So why the fuck you care now?
So take your best shot
Cause I'm workin' this music
But you my biggest critic
So if you wanna correct
And intrude of my level
How about you take your first steps
Maybe I'll let you in
But no cause your last words
Are always the reason
I don't wanna be here no more
And I ain't got motivation
To get up and leave
Cause I ain't goin' no where
And maybe its just to spite you
But, damn, you got no excuses