[Lyric] Fit to Panic (Respira)

You lay down on the bed, hoping that sleep will come sooner than later
And you try and you try to make sense of this voice in your head
But you can’t explain the noise that’s rabid and constantly poised to suffocate your train of thought
Now a train wreck in which you’ve been hopelessly caught
So you guess it seems fit to panic
And you formulate an escape plan
But then you’re in an ambulance, never expecting to feel so much embarrassment
Or the shame and regret as you apologize from a hospital bed and try to say that you know that this is all so useless
And you don’t need any attention
You just need some sense, not to self-destruct in a desperate time
And the guilt won’t quickly fade in this circumstance you’ve made
But you’re under such close watch now so forget your razorblades
Then all that you want to believe is that you do not need pain for relief
But though you know that you could get away with it, it all just seems so childish, irrelevant, and dumb