I been feelin' less than a mothafuckin' statue
The only feeling coming from just somethin' I'm attached to
And I slip away little bit more than I planned to
Cannot find the answer after the doors that I pass through
My dreams are runnin' away
I need em comin' today
And my mind is locked up when I got somethin' to say
So imma need the key
Need to be my one only self
But like a magnet, when I do it everybody repels
I need space but that shit is fuckin' breakin' me
'Cuz I can't escape the fuckin' shadow that be chasin' me
Basically, my mind is lockеd up, do I save the key?
Ask mysеlf do I keep it shut or do I make a scene?
Like what the fuck locked it in the first place?
Why stay quiet when I'm goin' through my worst pain?
Only tellin' music so I write and let the words say
Losin' every second I can only come in third place
I been holdin' on to things I'm scared to break
Like my heart, and a couple others feelings at stake but
I been spending more time than I make
And my mountains gettin' frosted
I think I'm gonna flake
Sometimes I feel like I dug myself a hole
And now I'm too deep and I don't know where to go 'cuz
Sometimes it hurts more than it makes me happy
I'm dreamin' of the mountain but livin' in a valley
I'm dreamin' of a life where I know I could be stabilized
But my heart yellin' that it never wanna say goodbye
Feel the fire fading, I'm just tryna keep this flame alive
Tryna keep you in the picture even through the faded lines
But sometimes I wonder if I deserve anyone
War against my heart, but I know that it already won
Think it's a utopia but that means I'ma die alone
'Cuz the only one I open up to is my microphone
Even though you shine above the sun
It's the rain before where that came from
When the clouds surround
I cry and watch the sky fall
Even tho I smile when I feel the love
It's the pain that I never knew would come
I'ma fight the bad
'Cuz I know that it's my fault
So do I stay, and wait, or flake from you?
Hard to open up to anyone about what's botherin' me
Breakin' up my heart but, maybe that's the Tyler in me
Maybe that's the monster in me
The demon that be conquerin' me
Tryna run away but maybe that's that father in me (fuck)
Maybe I overthink
Maybe I'm jottin' for no reason and
Maybe I wastin' ink but
Maybe it's the fall that I fear I'm tryna soften
It feelin' good finally gettin' out all my problems like
When you with me
And I'm with you
I hope you never ever ever gettin' deja vu
About the people you seen
About times that you had
Sorry it gets to my head
Even I know it's my bad
But I just can't ever help it
Feel like it's tryna consume
The pace of my mind
The air thinnin' out in the room
So I'm sorry
Guess I can blame it on my cripplin' mind
But I guessin' that makes it easy if I dip when it's time
Haut et bas
Nos mondes se heurtent
Guerre d'amour
( Kid Neptune )
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