[Lyric] FLESH AND BONE (Hateful Decay)

If I'm honest I may weep
I'm dying and my soul is weak
And many tries with suicide
This broken man is still alive

And I don't want to make you cry
I tried my best to stay alive
But nothing stops what has begun
The self destruction is almost done

All this blood across the stars
The final beating of my heart
The ending of my masquerade
That everything is all okay

And father you weren't here for this
And damn I really needed this
I wish that you were still alive
I wish you didn't end your life

So father if you hear this now
I hope you feel my love somehow
What has begun must be complete
I'll purge my soul and fall asleep
And maybe I'm a hypocrite
I'm over feeling all this shit
I'm sorry that my love is late
I'll shed the pain of flesh and bone

I cry these tears I'm all alone

Father will you guide me home
And maybe will you light the way
Beyond the stars and endless sky
I'll drift into another life

And here I am, I'm all alone
I'll be the one to guide my soul
Beyond the stars and past the night
I'll purge my soul and end this life

Everything is not okay
Drifting far and far away
Everything is not okay