[Lyric] For The Record (True Thoughty)

Spillin my heart through my pen cuz there is noone else to talk about it
Rappin turned a couple masochists into a couple wimps
None of yall would understand what I have been through
Im addin anagrams cuz all these lyrics really never make make esnes
These shoulders hold up so much that I am walkin hunched
Chronic stress formed me to an anonymous novelist
Test me push me to the limit you pussys
But better hold me down none of yall can fold me now
Im boutta kee keep it real shit who needs a rap record rappers and their half letters really noone grasps at us
And you put a task at us tryna make you feel what we're feelin now
But I really do not care go and live in your
Miserable life dont throw you nails at me
Know you think about me you vanished in my reality
I dont see a fellony in livin go and lock me up
Walkin round a pivid considerate on the other pac
Why walk I can run when im better than the best
Give me anger give me stress im excellin in excess
Push me put me on the stage you will find me calmly vibin
Theres noone no none of you that could make me switch to silent
Tilin all of the respect within you and its true
I know what you do but i ain't switchin my shoes
I am on now
To push this generation ambush and depredate them
I never was a fan of those acting in the shades and
Give em a little raisin slap and kinda rape em
Theyre cryin now i only need a reason to debate that
Im not the only one thats hidin bodies in the basement
Come out now the world is loudly ready to embrace it
I am saying this loud for the record
Life is not as easy not as proud on the record
Everything is going up and down going checkered
But I decided not to give a fuck for the record

Now this must mean that im quite mean
And noones ever gonna be quite like me
And my esteem lyrically is quite a peak
So get a hold get a grip im comin in deep
Live in a scene thats subtly grubbing for the figures
The sick diggers while the society is shut
Closin up the doors holdin up the bombs
When its comin down none of us is ready for the drop just dance
You think its funny what im sayin you haven't seen real pain
You won't laugh when they draft you to fight against a plague
Is it fair if they take you for they take me
And they tell you: blow yourself up and make a scene
And you sweat thinkin back it is quite a relieve
Cuz youll be able to see more than a screen
Holdin back on the pain doin what you have been trained
Runnin down makin a scene gettin swallowed by covid
Yeah im just tryna adapt to these facts they make me rap you all brainwashed and back slapped
Let me take a base bat
Hit it make you race that
Now this is the real-life you never had a chance
Do you see it now
I am saying this loud for the record
Life is not as easy not as proud on the record
Everything is going up and down going checkered
But I decided not to give a fuck for the record