[Lyric] Forlorn Hope (Erik Knear)

But I need to know if you’re only waiting for the right time to go
‘Cause I’ve a million better things to do than wonder if you think something is green or blue
We’re living just to play the part even though I don’t feel alive

I was standing in line when someone caught my eye
Then she turned and smiled at me
And it made me sad to think that something so small could mean more than any other thing
A lesson learned if I never found out what is and what is meant to be

Now you pulled me up
I’m pulled up so high that I can’t give you up
If you told me we were at the end, given the chance, I would go back again
‘Cause when you’re drifting on an endless wind, you’ll never know which days are good or bad

I told myself that I could fall in love and thought that maybe that would be enough
But your rage in silence left me standing alone to try and figure out what I had done
Now the smoke is following me in spite of the fire begging for forgiveness from the sun