[Lyric] Found (Soap. (Rap))

[Verse]
Rain falling and I’m swallowing blood
They calling and I cannot pick up
Cause I strange sorry for the way that it was
I just evade follow ups if I can’t make up enough
Reason to stick around
Tryna find one myself
Back & forth tween disappearing and commandeering my health
It’s the dearest that you was to me
Dust to me done
And it only took the love from me
Months into none
Right quicker than rap
Slow sippin to sap
My emotions in the moment tryna pull and retract
Get em outta the way
Move em outta the state
That I tend to put me in if I can’t counter the weight
I always carry about
It’s getting scary n south
Headed deeper in denial this the final recount
What I tell me everyday until I’m smiling down
On the ones that I adore important to me in doubt
I’m moving it
Intuitive

And the truest shit is shooting who this is
In the foot with every moon that you would sit
By me and deny the fact that you a bitch
Bitch I’m rolling in the sticks with my brothers
And the sun isn’t up
Roll the sticks undercover by the way that it was
Running fast for moment til the pain ain’t a plus one
Inside the party hardly anyone that I trust
Ain’t doing too well
Aim truer than hell
Always shoot to make it better end up banking on stealth
Hide away until the morning storming orphaning felt
My emotion that im soaking in its overly spelt out
It’s heightened and held out
Know you can relate
All the days that I fell down and hopelessly placed
Only trust that could lend into the one that I hate
This is I and most the time I’m tied to tiredly pace down
The halls of this house
And all It saw and the sound
Of the screaming and the yelling we could probably count
As a missing understanding 'bout each others endowed
Experiential shit that made how we are and it’s found