[Lyric] Freak (Strych:9)

A thought in my head
Just a simple expression
Leaving lips paralyzed
Why can't I say anything?
I can't say what I am thinking
Vowels just keep on drowning in hesitence
In slowing time, I'm ill at ease
You look at me - a freak

Keen eyes taking aim at me
Between wall of thorns
I walk with etching shame
That's what they know me for
A rift between our worlds
Twists the way how you and me speak
My words are choking chords
You look at me - a freak

Every wound that is slit
Lays bare your inner self
I resist the grip of my guilt
For everything there is an end
For what I am you put to shame
You laugh at еverything I say
Gift you have given mе home
Is a heart stone-cold
Broken mirrors behind my eyes
See the fault in our stars
The lessons we will learn they’re still so far away
A childhood apart
And I’m a freak?

I want to be a freak..
I want to be a freak..
Heavy is the dirt you throw on the grave of my favourite days
And I'm a freak?

I want to be a freak..
I want to be a freak..
You have stains on every letter of your name
And I'm a freak?