[Lyric] ​free will is always dying (Dahroo)

[Verse 1]
Not the type to conversate
I appreciate your patience
Pardon if I drop away
Bad habits paint my pretense

You think I’m a nihilist but I call this my normal
World is so autonomous, who cares if I don’t show
And everybody feels this way too some point
You can keep on telling me the truth

[Chorus]
Why you so scared of nothing
Swimming in self made suffering
Why you spend all your time running
When in the moment you look lovely

[Verse 2]
That’s all the meaning there is to it
Perspective is not so intuitive
Pray I won’t end in the noose of it
In exchange I will nevеr get used to this
I lose my mind on thе weekends (weekends)
Two nights to swim in the deep end (deep end)
Sometimes only think I'm breathing (sometimes)
Exhale from my lungs and I’m leaving

Reflections seen on the surface (surface)
They rarely serve a purpose (what's the purpose)
Introspection heavy when I’m drowning (if I die)
Only time, only time I found it (will I, will I, will I)

[Bridge]
I wanna move to LA (LA)
I wanna move to the city (LA)
Palm trees and the highways flying by until I’m dizzy
I life I haven’t lived, all these lives I’ll never live
I life I haven’t lived, all these lives I’ll never live

[Chorus]
Why you so scared of nothing
Swimming in self made suffering
Why you spend all your time running
When in the moment you look lovely