[Lyric] Freestyle for a friend (Spectr)

[Verse]
Told myself, 'Why even try?'
You know she got that look in her eye
To give any guy butterflies
Babe only the sky's the limit
All it takes is a single minute
And she'll have you on your knees sinning
That's why like the windows, I'm tinted
If there's no opening, I can't get in
If you ain't heard me before, then this the beginning
In these rhymes, I write like Shakespeare
Promised myself that this would bе a great year
Guess I'm not wrong, I mеan, I'm still here
I tried to win your heart but I lost after all
You left without notice, you didn't even call
God, why'd you do that, how could you think so small (Yeah)
Acting like a monster, who felt nothing at all
I wrote five songs about you, and how shitty I felt
I thought I was wrong, but you assured me I'm not
But of course, it was me, but I'll never learn
If I never know the problem, it will never be caught
Never be caught, never once thought
To fix the problems you once sought after
LOL, i cry, guess I'm so full of laughter
But I'm good at hiding my feelings, someone give me a bafta
Only covering old ground, you could call me a chatter
But the people at school, yeah, they give me shit
I do not love you, not even a bit (Yeah)
But if anyone comes, I'll just split
Getting pulled away from the lines, got me feeling like a misfit
[Outro]
Ya know, just off the dome
So James, I think that might have proved to you I can rap
Maybe, maybe not