[Lyric] ​fren (b2nny)

[Verse]
That Monday turned to Saturday real quick
And I can count all the times that you split off from me
When I'm over
I can't get that time back with you, woah
I could've sworn that it's not in my head
I could've sworn you took back what you said about me
When I'm over
I can't take no words back from you, woah

[Pre-Chorus]
I said you drown me [?]
I don't want to feel at all
I can never stay this focused
Got me poppin' Adderall
I feel it in my fuckin' [?]
Like what the fuck is good with you?
I don't wanna feel at all no I don't wanna feel at all

[Chorus]
All my friends want to see me dead
I don't think that I'll get out of bed
I see myself jump towards the end
And I'm countin' my days 'till the end
And that day comes closer yeah I try my best
And you [?]
And I told myself I see a trend
I don't want a girl, I just want a friend
[Verse 2]
I wake up so wasted, I don't feel no pain at all
The blood is dripping from my pants yeah I be trippin' fucking balls
I pop another pill [?] I'll drain it with some alcohol
I'm wasting all my goddamn time and money on this fuckin' hoe
I'm caught up on my own, you're caught up in yours
And yeah I wish you were my own, all caught in my arms
But I can't oh-woah, be thinkin' 'bout you everyday and night
I cannot fix the thing between you because it is suicidal

[Pre-Chorus]
I said you drown me [?]
I don't want to feel at all
I can never stay this focused
Got me poppin' Adderall
I feel it in my fuckin' [?]
Like what the fuck is good with you?
I don't wanna feel at all no I don't wanna feel at all

[Chorus]
All my friends want to see me dead
I don't think that I'll get out of bed
I see myself jump towards the end
And I'm countin' my days 'till the end
And that day comes closer yeah I try my best
And you [?]
And I told myself I see a trend
I don't want a girl, I just want a friend