Time and time again I had to tell you my friend. You know this shit ain't come easy. We argue back and forth and then you love me again. I'm wondering why you need me? The shit I see in you is way deeper than rap. You know I love you so just keep with the facts. You always claim I never do have your back. When we go out, I can't predict how you act. I'm tryna defend us both, keep us on the right track. You just wanna do your thing and hang with gang in the trap. And I know you cock and aim when in the hood you stay strapped. But what about the times when you was under attack? You crying on the phone how I'm supposed to react? I call ya sister up she saying don't call me back. You stepped inside my hood don't even know where you at? I may not be the hardest but I'm smarter than that. Real friends tell me do you know the difference. I'd be lying if I said I don't miss ya. I'm really trying just to see the bigger picture. But you be lying to me everyday I'm witcha. More than my blood I treat you like my lil sister. You tell me delete ya number like I ain't nothing. Like we ain't grow up in the same damn structure. Like I ain't been witchu day and out like a brother. We lost our father and we both know all our mothers. Are doing what they posed to do to take care of us. One minute you want me the next minute fuck me. Get you whatever you want and don't ask for nothing. I can't even get a birthday card still you wanna act funny when I've done my part. Where's the love when I need it baby what's so hard? You wanna show me like you mean it baby do your job. I'm lonely by myself and I need some appreciation. I take care of you women and I don't get celebrations. Wonder if I die will you show up to my wake and tell the people how I did when I stood beside you so patient. You were my heart and my soul. Took control of my mind, had me out of control. You was too much for me, made of silver and gold. So whenever you would hit me I would hit you some more. Swear to God I never felt a love like this before. Now you finna get married, to a nigga that's yours. Wish that it was just us, cause I know what I saw. Then you tell you don't wanna be my friend anymore? How you feel I should think? Cuz pass me the drink, I just wanna take the pain away and get time to think. Seen a lot of bullshit that I don't walk to the sink. Cause everybody wash they hands when their shit don't stink. I need patience. Visions of my past coming out. Concentration. Tell me why I feel left out. In desperation. Tell yo ass what I'm all about. Dedication. Is what I'm passing on to the south. Yea. It's Promonant. Yea. Heart of the Port 3. Yea. I gotta speak my peace man. I wish I could take it back. You could've died in my arms, but now your love is intact. Wish I had all the words, just to get you to listen. I'm a man on a mission on the road to the riches. When you touchdown baby please all is forgiven. Hope you turn ya life around so ya family won't miss ya. Everyones not perfect we all apart of the picture. I'm a big bro first and I love all my sister's
( Promonant )
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