I'm in the battlefield, I’m on the front line
But it's my depression I'm battling this time
I thought I defeated him way back when
But soon he popped back up said “Hi” with a grin
I told him to leave that all he does it hurt me
I told him it’s his fault that people just desert me
But he's as stubborn as me, he just doesn't fucking listen
I always feel empty, it feels like there's something missing
I get hungry, but I'm too depressed to eat. I feel like this shit knocks me down, man this shit got me bеat
Depression eats up my еnergy, he's at the table but there ain't a seat
He makes room for himself and he gets ready to feast
Everyday I wake up and wonder why
Depression takes up all my time
He always reminds me that I'm not perfect
He always reminds me that I’m a useless person
It don’t help when I talk bout my future and look ahead
People don't care and just bring up my past instead
I act like it doesn’t matter and that it doesn't faze me
But every person brings up shit from years ago and blames me
People act like they don't go through shit and it's a shame
Because we all have emotions and to pretend you don’t makes you fake
I be staring at my ceiling during the day
And asking how much more of this depression can I take?
I don't know the outcome
But I'm asking “How come?”
How come I have to deal with this?
I know life ain't fair but it shouldn't be like this
Day after day
Suffering from this pain
Wanting it to go away
But I know it's here to stay
God if you're out there
I've run out of ammo
I've grown sick and tired
Of everything around me being a war zone
I can't do this
I can't do this anymore
I'll call up Travis Scott
And see if he has an antidote
I wish I could go back to the past
Change everything, maybe I'd find peace at last
I would go back and make sure we didn't smash
If I did stuff different, maybe I wouldn't be an outcast
God this is tiring
Having to fight so long
And everywhere I go
Feeling like I don't belong
Feeling like I shouldn't be here
Maybe I would've cried less tears
Maybe I wouldn't live in fear
Of this rain that won't ever clear
I have so many questions
Like why the hell does this happen to me?
Why does it seem like all my life
Is me constantly losing?
Happiness shouldn't be this rare
Hey buddy, you got some happiness to share?
I just wanna feel something positive
Hope for a good day, it's always the opposite
And don't say that I'm complaining
It shouldn't be too much to ask
I wanna be happy and not
Feel the darkness from my past
I shouldn't have to fight, especially not again
It turns out I'm behind when I think that I'm ahead
Right now I'm just asking when will the war end
But I know that no one will tell me when
But it's my depression I'm battling this time
I thought I defeated him way back when
But soon he popped back up said “Hi” with a grin
I told him to leave that all he does it hurt me
I told him it’s his fault that people just desert me
But he's as stubborn as me, he just doesn't fucking listen
I always feel empty, it feels like there's something missing
I get hungry, but I'm too depressed to eat. I feel like this shit knocks me down, man this shit got me bеat
Depression eats up my еnergy, he's at the table but there ain't a seat
He makes room for himself and he gets ready to feast
Everyday I wake up and wonder why
Depression takes up all my time
He always reminds me that I'm not perfect
He always reminds me that I’m a useless person
It don’t help when I talk bout my future and look ahead
People don't care and just bring up my past instead
I act like it doesn’t matter and that it doesn't faze me
But every person brings up shit from years ago and blames me
People act like they don't go through shit and it's a shame
Because we all have emotions and to pretend you don’t makes you fake
I be staring at my ceiling during the day
And asking how much more of this depression can I take?
I don't know the outcome
But I'm asking “How come?”
How come I have to deal with this?
I know life ain't fair but it shouldn't be like this
Day after day
Suffering from this pain
Wanting it to go away
But I know it's here to stay
God if you're out there
I've run out of ammo
I've grown sick and tired
Of everything around me being a war zone
I can't do this
I can't do this anymore
I'll call up Travis Scott
And see if he has an antidote
I wish I could go back to the past
Change everything, maybe I'd find peace at last
I would go back and make sure we didn't smash
If I did stuff different, maybe I wouldn't be an outcast
God this is tiring
Having to fight so long
And everywhere I go
Feeling like I don't belong
Feeling like I shouldn't be here
Maybe I would've cried less tears
Maybe I wouldn't live in fear
Of this rain that won't ever clear
I have so many questions
Like why the hell does this happen to me?
Why does it seem like all my life
Is me constantly losing?
Happiness shouldn't be this rare
Hey buddy, you got some happiness to share?
I just wanna feel something positive
Hope for a good day, it's always the opposite
And don't say that I'm complaining
It shouldn't be too much to ask
I wanna be happy and not
Feel the darkness from my past
I shouldn't have to fight, especially not again
It turns out I'm behind when I think that I'm ahead
Right now I'm just asking when will the war end
But I know that no one will tell me when
( Bratter )
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