Verse 1.)
I lost all feeling not to long ago
More numb than drugs will ever show
Looking forward lost in thin air
At least that's how it feels caring impaired
So fuck it why look ahead when I'm stuck in the back
Both battling my brain and my cardiac
Don't sleep for days an insomniac
Smokin' pack after pack
That's what I do for my heavy stress
When I feel there is nothing left
Except me and nobody else
Pain hitting me come with stealth
Sneaking up on me hiding in the grass
All the loving words just bit me in the ass
Now I can't bear the thought of it
Living again sunk in this loneliness
No longer at night do I rest my head
What's left for me nothing has been said
I'm feeling blue but I'm seeing red
I learned long ago that sleep is for the dead
Hook.)
I'm staying just like my breaths
Each exhale feels just like death
At least how I imagine the feel
Realization that nothing is real
But when push comes to shove
I'm done trusting others and fuck love
Each moment chills me more
Grim reapers been knocking at my door
I guess it's time to say goodbye I've had enough
Departure away from the pain that made me say fuck love
Fuck love. Don't understand why I'm saying it, but Fuck Love
Don't understand this shit anymore Fuck love. Fuck love
Verse 2.)
Feel like I'm gone forever just like a star
Leaving this universe I'm done with where we are
In this world looking up at the sky
All the pain swells and I just start screaming why
Broken down and stranded at heart
Unraveling I'm falling apart
Not rationally thinking just going off of impulse
A headache so strong my brains feel like it may convulse
This is what I get for living in my dreams
Reality come back to awake me till I scream
Real life begins to make me accept
Each and everything that makes it where I haven't slept
I close my eyes to the same fucking image
Wish the first was just a practice but it was no scrimmage
All I can do now is reminisce
On each time you refused a kiss
On the simple shit that left me pissed
Everything that I've come to miss
Is just that I'm done
Fuck this shit I need to run
But in my head it won't let me
I guess that I'm stuck here silently
Fuck it I guess
Hook.)
I'm staying just like my breaths
Each exhale feels just like death
At least how I imagine the feel
Realization that nothing is real
But when push comes to shove
I'm done trusting others and fuck love
Each moment chills me more
Grim reapers been knocking at my door
I guess it's time to say goodbye I've had enough
Departure away from the pain that made me say fuck love. Fuck love
I'm done fuck love. Don't believe in that shit no more Fuck love. Fuck love. Fuck love
Goodbye to the rest fuck love
Verse 3 (freestyled).)
Now it's off the top of my dome and I'm still hurt
You don't know how much it takes to not make my wrist squirt
Hate my life but I'm open
You don't even know how much I'm hopin'
That I won't wake up tomorrow at the fucking end
Everybody needs at least one friend
But they don't need the shit that they go through anyway
Guess it's okay to say that all the bullshit today
I guess you don't even understand how I feel
When the pain gets to real
And I just wanna die
Well fuck you should know why
I'm tired of this shit and I don't know why
I can't stand myself anymore
But you know that the girl was no whore
I just got dropped out of the tree like a noose
And I must say I'm tired of the abuse
Goodbye to the rest
I'm done being depressed
I lost all feeling not to long ago
More numb than drugs will ever show
Looking forward lost in thin air
At least that's how it feels caring impaired
So fuck it why look ahead when I'm stuck in the back
Both battling my brain and my cardiac
Don't sleep for days an insomniac
Smokin' pack after pack
That's what I do for my heavy stress
When I feel there is nothing left
Except me and nobody else
Pain hitting me come with stealth
Sneaking up on me hiding in the grass
All the loving words just bit me in the ass
Now I can't bear the thought of it
Living again sunk in this loneliness
No longer at night do I rest my head
What's left for me nothing has been said
I'm feeling blue but I'm seeing red
I learned long ago that sleep is for the dead
Hook.)
I'm staying just like my breaths
Each exhale feels just like death
At least how I imagine the feel
Realization that nothing is real
But when push comes to shove
I'm done trusting others and fuck love
Each moment chills me more
Grim reapers been knocking at my door
I guess it's time to say goodbye I've had enough
Departure away from the pain that made me say fuck love
Fuck love. Don't understand why I'm saying it, but Fuck Love
Don't understand this shit anymore Fuck love. Fuck love
Verse 2.)
Feel like I'm gone forever just like a star
Leaving this universe I'm done with where we are
In this world looking up at the sky
All the pain swells and I just start screaming why
Broken down and stranded at heart
Unraveling I'm falling apart
Not rationally thinking just going off of impulse
A headache so strong my brains feel like it may convulse
This is what I get for living in my dreams
Reality come back to awake me till I scream
Real life begins to make me accept
Each and everything that makes it where I haven't slept
I close my eyes to the same fucking image
Wish the first was just a practice but it was no scrimmage
All I can do now is reminisce
On each time you refused a kiss
On the simple shit that left me pissed
Everything that I've come to miss
Is just that I'm done
Fuck this shit I need to run
But in my head it won't let me
I guess that I'm stuck here silently
Fuck it I guess
Hook.)
I'm staying just like my breaths
Each exhale feels just like death
At least how I imagine the feel
Realization that nothing is real
But when push comes to shove
I'm done trusting others and fuck love
Each moment chills me more
Grim reapers been knocking at my door
I guess it's time to say goodbye I've had enough
Departure away from the pain that made me say fuck love. Fuck love
I'm done fuck love. Don't believe in that shit no more Fuck love. Fuck love. Fuck love
Goodbye to the rest fuck love
Verse 3 (freestyled).)
Now it's off the top of my dome and I'm still hurt
You don't know how much it takes to not make my wrist squirt
Hate my life but I'm open
You don't even know how much I'm hopin'
That I won't wake up tomorrow at the fucking end
Everybody needs at least one friend
But they don't need the shit that they go through anyway
Guess it's okay to say that all the bullshit today
I guess you don't even understand how I feel
When the pain gets to real
And I just wanna die
Well fuck you should know why
I'm tired of this shit and I don't know why
I can't stand myself anymore
But you know that the girl was no whore
I just got dropped out of the tree like a noose
And I must say I'm tired of the abuse
Goodbye to the rest
I'm done being depressed
( Loosyfyr )
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