[Lyric] Fucked up mess (Avikaye)

How could you leave me like that? Gone in a snap
Asking all these questions but you won't bother to text me back
You know i'm unstable when i'm all alone
Can't distract myself can you just please pickup the phone

My head is a fucked up mess
Filled with dust, dirt and spiderwebs
All this pain endured, I became heartless
Put in so much effort, thought I tried my best

And i'm starting to regret all the moves that I made
Who would've guessed you had me at checkmate
Now all that's left are the memories
Which now sounds a lot like a make believe

It's 8 in the morning and you've left for your flight
Did all I could but u always seemed right
You would use me as your puppet to gaslight
You're already gone I can't change ur mind

Now i'm left alone feeling empty
Wish I can go back in time and save the old me
Though that's very unlikely to happen
With the decisions I make, it can end tragic
My head is a fucked up mess
Filled with dust, dirt and spiderwebs
All this pain endured I became heartless
Put in so much effort, thought I tried my best