[Lyric] Full of Life Bella says f%k it (Eli Hurts)

I’ve got a really really really good friend who’s dying
Chemo and MRI’s the shittiest kind but then
One day she got real real sick of crying
She officially said fuck it and started living

We’ve been going on these super slow walks for hours
I mostly study her laugh at wild flowers
She brings you here and now like a super power

She says Eli I just love ya I’m glad were living

And it’s so wonderful being vulnerable
To admit were doomed to die
And it’s so comfortable being misеrable
But it’s so dangerous to be so fucking full of lifе

Sometimes she’ll be real real real quiet
My favorite thing’s to drive with her sitting in silence
But I swear were reading each other’s minds ya
When we simultaneously crack up about nothing
And I’ve been getting’ real real real tired of trying
Needing people I despise to pretty please like me
But all it takes is just a little look in her eyes ya
And she reminds me to say fuck it and just let go of it
And it’s so wonderful being vulnerable
To admit were doomed to die
And it’s so comfortable being miserable
But it’s so dangerous to be so fucking full of life

I really really really love to think about her
And how damn lucky I am we got to live on the same earth
And I’ll be in the ground as well but just a little bit later
Laughing from our separate graves till we get noise complaints
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