[Lyric] GENEMESIS (AMVRILLO)

[Intro]
I really wish
That life could be over

[Hook]
I wanna take my life
I’ve been living in hell
Since I’ve seen the light
(Sun is setting please)
I gotta take my time
It’s my ally and friend
But tonight my rival enemy
Why you gotta waste my life?
Make money, pay taxes
Until I die
There’s no damn reprieve
I’ve gotta make this mine
So I write with my pen
My flaws, my plans
My memories
[Verse]
The fruits from the roots of my seed
Finna feed many multitudes
I pray for the guiding direction abovе
‘Cause I still don’t know what to do
I know ain’t nobody got answers
To evеrything wrong with you
But I pray to the Lord up above
That I never do come with you
Been to that place before, for sure
Knew it was evil
Inherent in blood
But I gave it a chance to come in
Get close to people
They show who they are
When you let the devil
Take a foothold
She gone grab you
And never let go
So I came to terms with it
I told her
We cannot be friends
I’mma go
I feel like Ishmael
Out with Hagar
Trekking alone
In the desert
No hope is in sight
But I know more’s in sight
If I tap into what I was made for
Planting this seed with a prayer
That one day
You’ll answer the beggar
With promise to reap
All the fruit from the seed
That no one thought ever could major
[Hook]
Oh
I wanna take my life
I’ve been living in hell
Since I’ve seen the light
Sun is setting, yeah
I gotta take my time
It’s my ally and friend
But tonight my rival enemy

[Verse]
I’m tired of working for minimum wage
I’m tired for wanting to sleep
I’m tired of having these bills to pay
Or wondering what I’m gone eat
I’m tired of seeing the rich getting richer
(No, you don’t have a home!)
While homeless still live on the street
(You live on the street!)
I’m tired of seeing dysfunctional homes
That produce nothing but broken teens
I’m tired of living in fear of my past
That in due time, it’ll catch up to me
I’m tired of being a slave to my Mac
Or my phone, anything with a screen
Lately decided to give up on porn
In these past months
I’ve come to succeed
Achieving a sense
Of what I’m truly meant for
My purpose, my motives and dreams
I’m just tired of seeing my friends hurt
I’m tired of seeing them leave
I’m tired of tryna remember the times
Where our innocence shined like a beam
I’m tired of hearing my friend
She got raped
For the second time
In like two weeks
I’m tired of dealing
With perverted fucks
Who can’t face they got
Low self esteem
[Hook]
Oh
Oh
I wanna take my life
I’ve been living in hell
Since I’ve seen the light
Sun is setting, please
I gotta take my time
It’s my ally and friend
But tonight my rival enemy

[Verse]
I don’t know if you give a fuck
What I’m saying
But honestly, this what I think
I think we should all
Look ahead for the better
And build upon
What we have seen
Never, ever
Give into the pressure
Free your mind up
When you do speak
And hope one day
We’ll see together
A vision we’d never believe

[Skit - AMVRILLO & Mama]
Just leave!
I need you to go!
Ok
Nahtanoj
It’s so easy
Those kind of questions
You’re saying
You just get out the car
Searching for an alternative
(Just get out of the car!)
Can be so hard
When you’re burning
(I did not come to pick you up!)
(Okay, then what did you do?)
(No! I did not come to pick you up)
Keep on searching
Keep on learning
(Okay, Nahtanoj, get out!)
To survive

[Outro]
It’s really retarded
I don’t know why
Bitches act the way they fucking do
But they’re goddamn toxic
Goddamn toxic