[Lyric] Ghost (Woahhaa)

Never been in shock before
Never been this beat down by the universe
I don’t blame you anymore
Couldn’t they have stopped it
Why wasn’t I sent the opposite way
I wish I wasn’t sick so I had better days
But better days are coming
This is all part of the process
The pressure I feel is going away
I remember when I felt it so much harder
I pray hard I love hard
This awakening did damage to my mind
I don’t understand
Please help me understand
I need a counselor
I need someone who understands
Who am I? I don’t know
What am I to do, I don’t know
The universe is talking to me
I’m threatened by evil spirits through people
Principalities hunt for me
Is it my power?
Because I’m just an ordinary girl at heart
I’m afraid
My body is changing
I feel like a beaming vessel
Power just runs through me
The voodoo queen visits me
I anger Ra
I run and hide but there’s one I’m fighting inside
I don’t know who it is
It’s a stronghold, but I can feel me breaking free
Can’t help but feel I was born with this demon
I stand alone now
No one but myself to blame for this connection
I serve only God but I guess evil things comes with the gift
Please I don’t want to meet anymore ghosts
I can feel them come through your pictures
I dismiss them if they are evil
And I don’t get too many good ones
I’m in a low place but I feel so high up
I desire a living place with living water
And flowers
All on my own, I can be
The one I thought loved me is gone
The one I thought that understood me and this good and bad power is gone
I’m confused but I know I will get clarity because I’ve been working for it
I know I will understand me
I know I will be better
I love me because this gift is from above
That says a lot about me