[Lyric] Giving Up Control (@SOPHIALFA)

I’ve been losing sleep
(I’ve been)
Cause instead now I weep
When I’m in bed
(I’ve been)
All I do is shed

These tears keep dropping
My heart is falling
My Mind keeps running
Yeah
Oh

These tears keep dropping
My heart is falling
I’ve run
Out of options
Woah

May as well be nonexistent
I’ve been acting real distant
Don’t wanna face my own reality
If I want change I’ll
Have to start with me
Look into the mirror
Don’t recognize her
Who’s that starting back me?
We share the same anatomy

Became a stranger to my own damn body
Lost myself in the midst of a journey
I’ve been better than this
I have, I have

These tears keep dropping (dropping)
My heart is falling
My I’ve run out of options

I’ve been writing letters
Wanted to be moving forward
Went more and more towards driving me, yeah
Driving me, yeah (loca)
Didn’t think I’d prefer my own company
Don’t like who I am around certain energies
The times I feel out of place
I miss the old me especially

Can’t heal what I won’t allow myself to feel
Dealing with trouble as it comes
Trying to not make the same
Mistakes more than once
Doing the most and risking my sanity
Doing the most and risking my sanity
Things started coming naturally
Gotta sit back and remember that I’m only 20

These tears aren’t dropping
My hearts still pumping
My minds been buffering
But I’ve created all new options

It’s a shame
It’s simply really
I’ve changed

I have I have I have