[Lyric] Go away (Lil garbage)

I wanna be away
From all the pain
Thats in this place
Inside my brain
Let me escape
The thought of you
I can't erase

Tell me why everybody wants to see me fall
Tell me why everybody makes me feel so small
I dont know what to do anymore
And I dont know how to feel
And i dont know what is real (ya)
You had to steal my heart
You just ripped it out my chest
Now I dont know what to do
You were my best
Now I know that you were the worst
Mistake that I've ever had
Tell me why The thought of you just makes mе so mad
Tell me why I feel like еvery little thing
Reminds me of the past
I remember when you told me that our love would last forever
Now im sitting here crying writing you a letter (damn ya)
I keep lookin down at my phone like everything's ok
Keep waiting for your text like every single day
Deep down I know that your never gunna text
Deep down I don't know what the fuck is next
I wanna be away
From all the pain
Thats in this place
Inside my brain
Let me escape
The thought of you
I can't erase

Didn't know I had so many fake friends
All came back around when I bought a brand new Benz
Do you know what its like to go to sleep and not wanna wake
Do you know what its like to find out all your friends are snakes
Wake up every morning and I just wanna die
Wake up every morning feeling like my life's a lie
Why did all my friends tell me they were gunna stay
Tell me why when I was homeless they all went away
I'm lookin in the mirror and I dont know what to say
So much self hate I just wanna fucking rage
Feelin like a piece of shit
Thoughts won't go away
Always doing drugs
Just to take the pain away
I feel like I'm the villain
I just wanna stay hidden
In this dark world
Drown in my sorrow
Hoping for tomorrow
Just to be different
Thoughts of death be imminent
In my mind imprisonment
I wanna be away
From all the pain
Thats in this place
Inside my brain
Let me escape
The thought of you
I can't erase