[Lyric] Grim reaper (Cloudwatch)

[verse 1]
When i was ten
Made my wrists bleed
Put myself in pain
Just to make you see

It’s not as easy as you think
Constantly sinking down the hole
Fallin’ down the sink

Sinking down
Deeper now
I’m just a shell
A void
Of what i used to be

Give me some time
And you’ll see
Give me a minute
To catch up
And seek what i need
You constantly seek for me
Seek what you need
Sit quietly
In the back of the bus
Is where i want to be

I want to be nine
With short sleeves
And no cares
In the world
So i’ll sit and wait
Patiently

[verse 2]
Just for a minute i thought i was saved
Watch me disappear
Live my life in vain

In constant pain
That is how i’ll die
I said i’m okay
But that’s another lie

And today is just anothеr crime
I’ll commit
Anything to kill me faster
I’ll takе all of it
Searching for pills and potions
Just to keep me in motion
My strongest devotion

I don’t give a shit
Just an emotionless zombie
Please don’t talk to me
I’m thinking of ways to kill the pain
Downing vodka

I hear you screaming my name
Begging on your knees
I can get you help just don’t do it
Please

I need you to stay
I know the night will kill you
You just have to make it until the day