[Lyric] Gripped (Chris Caulfield)

It's killing me softly
But you consistently do
Things that drive my brain crazy
Damage I can't undo

I try to keep it below

You've been seeing
How I'm breaking down
I was floating, aimless
Now I'm sitting down

I'm counting backwards as I look in the mirror
Envision lines inside my body as I'm consumed by fear
And now I...
Just when I take two or three
This deep destruction sinks its hooks and gets inside of me
It's flowing things in unmanageable levels
Sometimes I don't know what is real and what's a signal to pedal
But
Hey
Will you help me
I'm digging deeper by the day and now I'm drowning
I cannot describe what's going on inside my mind
It's foggy and it's dark and I don't know which thoughts are mine
So come on come on yeah
Will you stop me?
Downward spinning
Low and down
And then thеy running me up again
Running me up again
Yeah

I, can rеmember a time
When I was someone that could
Lay it all on the line
God I want to
But this is complicated
Like how they call
How I fall

Somebody told me "good and bad" will fuck with your mind
But all I feel is all these hands pulling at mine

I was feeling it
For the first time
The only solution
Is now in hindsight
Coz fuck it
How supported and healed
It's past the darkest times
Down on my knees I will kneel
See a future in we
And I'm battered and weak

Yeah, it's alright
Gonna tear my soul open
All these pieces they broken now
Sittin' here hopin' now

Hey
Will you help me
I'm digging deeper by the day and now I'm drowning
I cannot describe what's going on inside my mind
It's foggy and it's dark and I don't know which thoughts are mine
So come on come on yeah
Can you stop me?
Downward spinning
Low and down
And then they running me up again
Running me up again, yeah