[Lyric] Growing Up (Carter LaGrange)

Why am I the one who has to be the bigger man
Why am I the one who always ends with an outstretched hand
And the friends I used to love, no they won’t return my calls, no they won’t return my calls

In this home I’m living in I’m feelin so alone
The pictures on my walls are being torn
The memories I never wanted to lose, they're all running, loose

Am I growing up the wrong way am I growing up to fast
Am I growing up the wrong way cause nothing really lasts
Am I growing up the wrong way am I growing up to fast
Or am I growing up cause nothing really lasts
Cause nothing really lasts

And I’m feeling so damn lost when all I wanna be is found
And I’m counting up the cost of all the stupid shit I’ve done
And I’m waiting on some answers from the big man upstairs I guess it’s busy up there I guess he’s busy busy up there

Am I growing up the wrong way am I growing up to fast
Am I growing up the wrong way tryin to out run my past
Am I growing up the wrong way am I growing up to fast
Or am I growing up cause nothing really lasts
Oh cause nothing really lasts
Maybe I'm the one, maybe its my fault
Maybe I'm the reason they're pulling the arms
Maybe I'm the one, maybe I'm the one to blame
Maybe I'm the one