[Lyric] Guilt (The Future Kings of Nowhere)

[Verse]
I must admit the guilt is eating me alive
Every day I think of better ways to die
So that my family's life so when all this comes to life
Will have its reputation soiled by its proximity to mine
I must forget, that you were ever born
Then go back to the simple man I was before
Who lived a life of quiet dignity
Who didn't fall in love with girls, with whom he could never be

[Pre-Chorus]
I see you out, at some show low event
You'll look the same, but completely different
And I'll say "I should turn in for the night"
Then go home and curse my heart, for falling for my best friend's wife

[Outro]
You'll probably forget, the quiet moments that we had
But I cannot forget, I cannot forget those nights
No, I cannot forget no matter how hard I try
And if I could, maybe I'll be better off
Not being able to recall all the things I lost