[Lyric] Gutterball (Maddie Jay)

[Verse 1]
There's something that I tell myself
When I can't seem to let go, I'm not fifteen
Thank God that's not me
But somewhere in between in my cells
There's something pulling me down
Pulling me down, baby

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm past my growing pains
But I feel them all the same

[Chorus]
I think a put a little too much pressure on myself
I'm in the gutter
Hope when I'm older, I could turn to someone else
The worlds I held when I was young
They're still sitting heavy on my tongue
I'm healing

[Verse 2]
Walking through thе park behind the hockey rink
Steepеd in cigarettes and energy drinks
Try to rewrite a beginning
Where I'm able to shake my upringing
But this morning, I shaved my legs
And I cut my thumb on the razor blade
It brought me right back home
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm past my growing pains
But I feel them all the same

[Chorus]
I think a put a little too much pressure on myself
I'm in the gutter
Hope when I'm older, I could turn to someone else
The worlds I held when I was young
They're still sitting heavy on my tongue
I'm healing

[Outro]
I'm healing, baby