[Lyric] Habits (Clancy [USA])

[Verse 1: Clancy]
2020 got me lonely
Nowhere to go, I'm stuck at home
Yeah I got friends, they're not nearby
I hop online, they're all worldwide
I been through one, two didn't work
Maybe a third is really worth
The overwhelming loneliness
I'm feeling when I'm writing this
I'm sorry self, I know you hate
When I put us back in a losing game
It's temporary, don't feel real
When they say it's over, hard to heal
I'm acting like it's just fine
Everything is alright
But I know better than to try again
And yet I just might
I need some kind of therapy
Yeah I need someone holding me
But I'm stuck in Ohio
I see you on a computer screen
I gotta get outta this town
Pop-punk mantra, say it loud
Reminiscing bad decisions
Then we bring the chorus 'round
[Chorus: Clancy]
I don't want another rebound girlfriend
I already know how that story ends
I know I shouldn't want it
But I want it, I want it, I want it
I don't wanna up my heart again
I don't wanna run around and play pretend
I know I shouldn't want it
But I want it, I want it, I want it

[Bridge: Clancy]
I got habits, I got strings
Yeah you know there's strings on me
I'm addicted to the way
Of how things used to be
I got habits, I got strings
Yeah you know there's strings on me
I'm addicted to the way
Of how things used to be

[Verse 2: Freddy D]
It's been a minute
Gotta get these lyrics out and get it twisted
Talking about the crazy people
In my mind that never existed
But when I say they weren't there
I'm talking about reality
Heading down a dark path almost cost fatality
Her name was J, I kissed her lips
Drank her up obsessed with it
What seemed so good ended up so bad
She slit my throat with one quick slash
Laying there, unconscious stare
This isn't it, this isn't fair
I reach deep down inside to find
A life worth living, I press rewind
I'm taking back, I found my stance
It's now or never my time to advance
Look at me with one quick glance
Everything starts to enhance
I take it slow just like a dance
Might choose before a second chance
It's all so new now like my past
Maybe this new life is my romance
[Chorus: Clancy]
I don't want another rebound girlfriend
I already know how that story ends
I know I shouldn't want it
But I want it, I want it, I want it
I don't wanna up my heart again
I don't wanna run around and play pretend
I know I shouldn't want it
But I want it, I want it, I want it

[Bridge: Clancy]
I got habits, I got strings
Yeah you know there's strings on me
I'm addicted to the way
Of how things used to be
I got habits, I got strings
Yeah you know there's strings on me
I'm addicted to the way
Of how things used to be

[Chorus: Clancy]
I don't want another rebound girlfriend
I already know how that story ends
I know I shouldn't want it
But I want it, I want it, I want it
I don't wanna up my heart again
I don't wanna run around and play pretend
I know I shouldn't want it
But I want it, I want it, I want it
I don't want another rebound girlfriend
I already know how that story ends
I know I shouldn't want it
But I want it, I want it, I want it (I don't want another, I don't want another)
I don't wanna up my heart again
I don't wanna run around and play pretend
I know I shouldn't want it
But I want it, I want it, I want it
[Outro: Clancy]
Yeah I, I gotta get out of Ohio
Yeah I, I gotta get out of Ohio
Yeah I, I gotta get out of Ohio
Yeah I, I gotta get out of Ohio