[Lyric] ​halcyon Unreleased Song (Joseph A.A.)

[V1]
I wanted you so bad, just your name got me blushing
I needed you so bad, I was just bluffing

Love disgusted me before I met you
‘Cause all the girls I loved before were never like you
And maybe you were the one
Or maybe I was tongue tied
But when I begin to move on
You look into my eyes

[C]
Like the halcyon days when I used to love you
Now the Polaroids on the ground just give me deja vu
And the sweatshirt on the floor of my bedroom
Remind me of the halcyon days when I still had you

[V2]
I needed love so bad ‘cause everyone had it
I fell into your trap, I was just your palate
But you used me to paint a picture that was beautiful
But how can you deny our love was irrefutable
And maybe I was dumb
Or maybe I died inside
Maybe I was to young
Or just a sensitive guy

[C]
Like the halcyon days when I used to love you
Now the smell of your perfume is still in my bedroom
And your hair tie in my car from when I met you
Reminds me of the halcyon days when I still had you

[B]
And I tried so hard to be what you want
But clearly that was never enough
And your unambiguous perfect self
Proved I was just another notch in your belt
Just tell me if I did something wrong
‘Cause clearly I’m not moving on
And if you had to move on to a new boyfriend
Why’d it have to be with my best friend?
And I still convince myself this is the end

[C]
Like the halcyon days when I used to love you
Oh I hope that he’s happy with you
But why did you even have to lie
Instead of wasting my time
The halcyon days are when I loved you
But I don’t think I could ever forgive you
The halcyon days are when I think you loved me
But the fact I’m even doubting it proves you weren’t the one for me