(yo yo yo, you live with goonncity in the mix, this your boy Kevinhilfiger you live in the mix)
(goonncity and you can't get in)
(Jeremy how did you know?)
[benny blasé]
You said you hate me
“I dont even know you”
Stare at my reflection
Wishing I could show you
But there's part of me that never gonna show through
Yeah that’s old news
I always thought that I was broken
I've always tried hard, I couldn’t be open
I feel these pieces of myself just decomposing
Trapped in a bottle and I threw it to the ocean
I cover up my hurting
I never felt so worthless
They’ll never see this version
I feel like half a person
[mental]
I feel like half a person
I try but nothing's working
[?] I know for certain
I'm alright as long as you're with me
I've been overthinking
So I'm over thinking
I don't wanna be here anymore
I've been slowly sinking
Slaughter all my demons
They've been knocking me down on the floor
[benny blasé]
I dont feel like I belong
With these building or these streets
With these walls caving in
Thats not who I want to be
I found people that I thought
Would take me in, give me a spot
But they all just looked away
I threw away another part
Am I normal, Im just not like them
Same people making jokes I thought were my friends
I’d go home fantasize about who I could be
But I knew if I let it out they’d all laugh at me
Yeah I tried to keep it hidden
Argue with myself i want to kill him
I wanted to hit him, I wanted to cut him
Wish I could end it all with the the push of a button
I cover up my hurting
I never felt so worthless
They’ll never see this version
I feel like half a person
(goonncity and you can't get in)
(Jeremy how did you know?)
[benny blasé]
You said you hate me
“I dont even know you”
Stare at my reflection
Wishing I could show you
But there's part of me that never gonna show through
Yeah that’s old news
I always thought that I was broken
I've always tried hard, I couldn’t be open
I feel these pieces of myself just decomposing
Trapped in a bottle and I threw it to the ocean
I cover up my hurting
I never felt so worthless
They’ll never see this version
I feel like half a person
[mental]
I feel like half a person
I try but nothing's working
[?] I know for certain
I'm alright as long as you're with me
I've been overthinking
So I'm over thinking
I don't wanna be here anymore
I've been slowly sinking
Slaughter all my demons
They've been knocking me down on the floor
[benny blasé]
I dont feel like I belong
With these building or these streets
With these walls caving in
Thats not who I want to be
I found people that I thought
Would take me in, give me a spot
But they all just looked away
I threw away another part
Am I normal, Im just not like them
Same people making jokes I thought were my friends
I’d go home fantasize about who I could be
But I knew if I let it out they’d all laugh at me
Yeah I tried to keep it hidden
Argue with myself i want to kill him
I wanted to hit him, I wanted to cut him
Wish I could end it all with the the push of a button
I cover up my hurting
I never felt so worthless
They’ll never see this version
I feel like half a person
( Benny Blas )
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