[Lyric] Hands Up (Kay9)

Told and taught I cannot be shit
Only supposed to dream when I'm sleeping
Wake up, head out
Start another day with my head down
See the cycle repeats and I just feel like I'm lost
Why does chasing my dreams always come with a cost
And I don't mean the grind and work steady shit
I mean the petty shit, losing friends
Cuz I always catch 'em talking shit
Throwing hate at me on the low
How I'm never supposed to feel alone
When I got blood tryna bury all my goals
I'm just tryna bury all my foes
I been dragged through the mud
Tryna climb up outta holes
Music's all I got, so when they try to take away my hopes
Picture how that make me feel
Like they tryna strip me of my soul, but I always been alone
Im'a soldier fighting war all on my own
Ten whole years I been fighting for the throne, always getting overthrown
When I'm coming out the cut with some new shit, but its useless
Cuz no matter what it is they won't even give it a fucking chance
Can't get no fans, nobodies hands
Raising up in my stands and no demands
For me I'm not the man and any plan I try plot out
Gets shot down and falls flat and always fails damn
Y'all won't understand, how that cuts deep in me emotionally
I know you got a preconceived notion of me
Cuz in school y'all were never social to me
Really hits me hard when I think of always losing
Know that I'm a loser, but I'm always acting like I'm not and I'm always tryna prove it
So every time I post I just hope that y'all approve it, hope I do it so
Put your fucking hands up now
Eyes on me
Put your hands up now
Gimme everything you got
Go and raise 'em up high
Put your motherfucking hands up now
Put your fucking hands up now
Put 'em in the sky
Put your hands up now
I'm the fucking man right now
Put 'em in the sky put your hands up now

Put your fucking hands up now
I got a plan right now
And I ain't playing right now
I be damned if you think I'm gonna fail right now
See you ain't gimme no shot
Now you looking down the barrel right into a gunshot
This the only way I'm gonna get my one shot
Been up so long got my eyes looking bloodshot
Big dreams, but y'all held the keys
And you ain't never let it unlock, got the gun cocked
Taking what I know I deserve, cuz I put in the work
But the other cheek is what you would turn
Now its enough of that shit yeah
I said fuck that shit yeah
Y'all gonna hear me now, y'all gonna hear me out
No more shutting me out like you don't give a fuck
Cuz I don't give a fuck I will die for this shit right here right now
Already pulled up with the piece tucked out
And its in your face and it just might BLAOW
It's either I win or you on time out
Yeah, This what you made me do
This what you put me through, look at you
Don't think you pushing through this one
Now I got you eying this iron you looking through
And I'm about a second away from blowing your brains out like lay down
Or hands up cheer my name gimme fame now
Or I'ma have you fucking laid out
And I'ma blow your fucking brains out
I'm sick of this pain, I try and I try and I chase and I chase
But no matter what happens
You hate and you hate
You sleep on my shit and it never gets played so
Put your fucking hands up now
Eyes on me
Put your hands up now
Gimme everything you got
Go and raise 'em up high
Put your motherfucking hands up now
Put your fucking hands up now
Put 'em in the sky
Put your hands up now
I'm the fucking man right now
Put 'em in the sky put your hands up now
Put your fucking hands up now
Eyes on me
Put your hands up now
Gimme everything you got
Go and raise 'em up high
Put your motherfucking hands up now
Put your fucking hands up now
Put 'em in the sky
Put your hands up now
I'm the fucking man right now
Put 'em in the sky put your hands up now