[Lyric] Happy dreams into sobriety (Project_pears)

Wish I could remember how to hate
My mouth is curved, embracing
Joy in life, the steel shines bright
It hurts my eyes to look around
These colors ever so light
The yellow and black smeared on my face
Carve the smile wider and wider
Til' it's gone, digging those thoughts
Of when I cared about these dreams that I once held
In my heart and in my soul
Cleanse my palette of envious ideas
Of having this misery upon othеrs
To make them rot

Visions of my past longings
I will nevеr feel the same
I will never be the same
I will never trust who I see
It's all temporary sleep
Cause when I peaked in my past
I saw more life I never knew could exist again
When I wasn't waiting to forget
These reasons that I drowned myself
In this alcohol strung about
Joy in life, the steel shines bright
It hurts my eyes to look around
These colors ever so light
The yellow and black smeared on my face
Carve the smile wider and wider
Til' it's gone, digging those thoughts
Of when I cared about these dreams that I once held
In my soul

Happy dreams into somber day
Happy only when I sleep
Somber when that is taken away from me
I will make you bleed
Someday you will know my name
O' death come bow at my aura
Come crucify me if you fucking dare
Your angered patients fuel my soul

Happy dreams into somber day
Happy only when I sleep
Somber when happiness is stripped away
Happy when I can feel again
Happy dreams into somber day
Happy when I go to sleep
Happy when happiness is stripped from me
Happy when I can