[Lyric] ​hate me (midwxst)

[Intro]
(Wells)
Uh, I don't know what to say for the intro so hope you all enjoy this song
It's a nice song, cute song, me and Wells made it, yeah, you know the vibes
One, two, three, four

[Chorus]
I think my friends, they fucking hate me
Think my family thinks I'm lazy
Think my girlfriend thinks I'm crazy
Don't know why she wants to date me
I'm gon' fuck up, I'm a mess
I was living in distress
Always failing all my tests
Never thought, I'd never guess

[Verse 1]
I don't wan' face my fucking past
Not gonna rap it, it's a wrap
Remember when they used to point and laugh
Now they tryna say I'm next
My circle keeps on getting smaller
My mama said I'm getting tallеr
Don't pick up calls, ignore the caller
My world, it keeps on gеtting smaller
[Bridge]
I'll try and try again but I never seem to help
And every time I make some progress feels like I'ma fail
I never open up about my feeling, never tell
Before I help anyone, I don't need to help myself

[Verse 2]
I'm always tryna talk, but you don't wan' pick up my calls
I thought that you'd be different but you turned out like 'em all
Sometimes I wake up and wanna slam my head into a wall
People say I have an ego but my confidence is small
You won't see me down
Silence, make no sound
Scream for help aloud
Trying to be proud
Of what I have done
Of what I've become
Always on the run
Feelings hit the sun
Talk, talk, talk, it's the only thing I'm good at
And since we're talking 'bout my flaws, there's something that I should add
I'm sorry if I hurt you, it's just something that I do
Without realizing I did it so I'm sorry if I hurt you
So, so sorry, I can't describe it in words
I feel like nothing's getting better, only getting worse
I cry a couple times whenever I record a verse
'Cause every time I open up I end up getting hurt
Keeping it up, I never talk, won't say a word
A mix of tears and blood is staining on my shirt
Stay in the house but they say I'm an extrovert
I'm nothing special, all I do is rhyme some words
[Chorus]
I think my friends, they fucking hate me
Think my family thinks I'm lazy
Think my girlfriend thinks I'm crazy
Don't know why she wants to date me
I'm gon' fuck up, I'm a mess
I was living in distress
Always failing all my tests
Never thought, I'd never guess