[Lyric] Hate you (Thekidelijah)

No I can't hate you
Even if I wanted too
But I just hate how
If you asked I'd die for you
(Boyfifty)
No I can't hate you
Even if I wanted too
But I just hate how
If you asked I'd die for you
And I always knew
There was nothing I could do
Wish I never met you
Don't see what you're putting me through

(Yea)
I wish that I never met you
Cuz if I knew what you would put me through
I would have run away so fast
But I can undo what I did in the past
You really fucked me over you know that
You stabbed me in the back you know that
At all my scars you would laugh
You really hurt me bad you know that
You had a toxic grip on me
But you got off free and I'm lonely
The drugs are my only homie
Nobody еlse really knows me, likе
I gave you all of me
But it seems like you do not care
For me you were never there
You were never really fair, fuck
And I always knew
There was nothing I could do
Wish I never met you
Don't see what you're putting me through
(No I can't hate you)

At times when I needed you most
Those the moments you went ghost
Say you stressed you need alone time
Then hang with friends, saw pictures you'd post
You caused issues up in my head
Some nights I think I'm better off dead
There are words I wish I would have said
Tell you I love you and you left me on read
The fuck
I don't think you ever liked me just used me
I was your drug and you abused me to my core
I should have known that you were a whore
I take drugs till I'm on the floor
I wanna move on but where's that door
I can't ever go on a date
Cuz i end up just seeing your face

I thought you hate me
And you have every reason too
You finally feel free
And if I were you I would too
But I'm still breaking badly
And time can heal a thing
Feels like I can't breath
And time will heal a thing