[Verse 1]
Things in life are looking up but somethings still looking down on me I feel the energies surrounding me n crowding me tryna stay level headed but all I'm feeling is fucking angry
Angry with myself I hate myself is it me being delusional or is it really my mental health too many coincidences adding up in my head am I impulsive or jus listening to the voices again
I can't be mended, I'm past the point of repair there's nothing in my life worth defending, everyday I'm getting more lost in my head than I ever been might jus mutilate myself until I can see my heartbeat
I'm no stranger to self infliction, multiple personalities n detrimental visions thoughts in my head get a lil vicious man I'm no stranger to fuckin n chuckin bitches ima ugly pimp with no self respect slit my wrists n have a sesh to forget the pain n the torment the thoughts in my mind is like walkin through a gauntlet
[Verse 2]
Mixed emotions loud music beer n constant commotion getting so waved I'm moving in slow motion blurry vision like I'm living a wavey life like a night at motion
I'm no stranger to the waves drink a shit load of alcohol n ride the wave I've got tunnel vision, like im living in the caves man I'm feeling fucking waved
Short temper leave a donnys head shaved man I'm feeling crazy laughing psychoticly like I'm on laughing gas feeling evil like triple 6 but I ain't no mafia blacking out whils I'm swinging this mach right at ya
I don't wanna be violent I'm tryna chill sippin on my budweiser, Quiet guy but ill open up a neek like a can of tiser police station interview I'm none the wiser
I give the silent treatment with an evil eye like the cat got my tongue, I look innocent but must be the devil in disguise, with a sinister grin I look like the antichrist
Red eyes but I ain't high sore eyes from all the lies I told myself locked in my flat no one hears my cries I gotta bipolar mind been trying crazy all my lifes
Damn im crazed my mind is a maze I'm amazed that my mind n my soul is stuck this way I'm lost in the fog n I'm losing count of the days foggy minded like I'm blazed gonna go on a rampage until the alarm is raised
Paramedics turning up at 10pm n 5am thinkin I'm about ima put my life to an end or ima hurt someone else so much pent up hatred I take it out on my self I let it out I'm deffo going crazy n I'm deffo past the point of saving it jus starts building up again im ina endless cycle I need some help I don't wanna die but I might end up killing myself
I need a way out of this you can see it in my lyrics they switch up n go off topic this ain't no gimmicks its real shit I ain't tryna be cryptic this is how I think my mind is a weird place and it's fucking hard to live with it so if your hearing this jus know I wanna change but I'm not sure how much longer I can liver with the shit it's getting harder everyday and I pray all this negativity just goes away
Things in life are looking up but somethings still looking down on me I feel the energies surrounding me n crowding me tryna stay level headed but all I'm feeling is fucking angry
Angry with myself I hate myself is it me being delusional or is it really my mental health too many coincidences adding up in my head am I impulsive or jus listening to the voices again
I can't be mended, I'm past the point of repair there's nothing in my life worth defending, everyday I'm getting more lost in my head than I ever been might jus mutilate myself until I can see my heartbeat
I'm no stranger to self infliction, multiple personalities n detrimental visions thoughts in my head get a lil vicious man I'm no stranger to fuckin n chuckin bitches ima ugly pimp with no self respect slit my wrists n have a sesh to forget the pain n the torment the thoughts in my mind is like walkin through a gauntlet
[Verse 2]
Mixed emotions loud music beer n constant commotion getting so waved I'm moving in slow motion blurry vision like I'm living a wavey life like a night at motion
I'm no stranger to the waves drink a shit load of alcohol n ride the wave I've got tunnel vision, like im living in the caves man I'm feeling fucking waved
Short temper leave a donnys head shaved man I'm feeling crazy laughing psychoticly like I'm on laughing gas feeling evil like triple 6 but I ain't no mafia blacking out whils I'm swinging this mach right at ya
I don't wanna be violent I'm tryna chill sippin on my budweiser, Quiet guy but ill open up a neek like a can of tiser police station interview I'm none the wiser
I give the silent treatment with an evil eye like the cat got my tongue, I look innocent but must be the devil in disguise, with a sinister grin I look like the antichrist
Red eyes but I ain't high sore eyes from all the lies I told myself locked in my flat no one hears my cries I gotta bipolar mind been trying crazy all my lifes
Damn im crazed my mind is a maze I'm amazed that my mind n my soul is stuck this way I'm lost in the fog n I'm losing count of the days foggy minded like I'm blazed gonna go on a rampage until the alarm is raised
Paramedics turning up at 10pm n 5am thinkin I'm about ima put my life to an end or ima hurt someone else so much pent up hatred I take it out on my self I let it out I'm deffo going crazy n I'm deffo past the point of saving it jus starts building up again im ina endless cycle I need some help I don't wanna die but I might end up killing myself
I need a way out of this you can see it in my lyrics they switch up n go off topic this ain't no gimmicks its real shit I ain't tryna be cryptic this is how I think my mind is a weird place and it's fucking hard to live with it so if your hearing this jus know I wanna change but I'm not sure how much longer I can liver with the shit it's getting harder everyday and I pray all this negativity just goes away
( UNHINGED )
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