[Lyric] Have A Back Up (ROCKSTARVR 3)

[Intro]
I've been laughed at
I've been doubted
Saying I ain't cut like that or I ain't 'bout it
Oh, those really yo' dreams?
Don't you feel that space is crowded?
Woah, things ain't what they seem
You don't want that bro, get out it
You wanna go to college
Zay you better than this
I'm not saying you should call it, but make sure you have a back up
Because falling down from this is not uncommon
Hold up, back up
(Sigh)
Here we go

[Verse 1]
I cannot wait 'til a digital dash
Nobody can stop me, I'm going too fast
Imma pull up to the party, pull up to the function
Hop out, and get shot with a flash
Looking back when I was starting, they said I be nothing
But soon I'll pop out with the cash
I know some people they furious, I know they curious
Why they not part of the cast
I know that they hating, I pay it no mind
I know that hoe faking, I pay her no dime
I know they be rating yo' music and mine
Can no longer take it, by me, imma shine
Imma prove that I'm divine
I'll stay in my lane, but I'll get out of line
Imma prove that I'm divine
But it feel like I'm running out of time
And I feel like that's the worst
Tryna reach all my goals 'fore I'm seen in a hearse
Wanna see millions, be my family's first
I swear this is what I dreamed about at birth
This is what I wanted from the beginning
It's all the same, feel like another inning
So many frowns, but I'm finally grinning
Been down for so long, now I'm finally winning
[Chorus]
(I've been) down for so long, now I'm finally up
Been down for long, but I found a way up
Now I'm up
Wassup
I blame it on God, I don't believe in luck
No I don't believe in luck
Have a back up
F yo' back up
"Have yo' hat up"
"Have yo' back up"
That's yo' back up
Well my sack up, so
In that, I don't really wanna partake
They ask how I'm doing
I tell them they don't care
But I'm great tho
I'm thanking God, I'm so grateful
Nobody can stop me, you cannot relate
And I know you mad, but yo' feelings I won't spare
Imma ten out of eight bro
You did not feed me, still already ate bro

[Verse 2]
See I got it by me, I don't need no accompany
They don't feel you because you're a me wannabe
I look back to when they used to make fun of me
I swear it just made me go harder
Left you in the past like an absent father
Different from normal like public and charter
Five albums, no Carter
I feel disrespect when they call me a starter
I been in the game so I don't need a starter pack
Couple of years, they gon' be like, "who started that?"
They say I won't make it, I take it like, roger that
Been hot for a minute, hoe, where is my water at?
I'm out with my baby, she love when I call her that
Hoes in my DM's, but I cannot holla back
I'll stay on go 'til I die, ain't no falling back
I dropped away from my past, I ain't hauling that
No, the weight I can't carry
How long am I waiting? It's scary
I'm ready, so very
From what I know, the time vary
I'm ready to go, that's the most toxic trait of an Aries
I'm tired of hearing my goals are illogical
Everyone's acting like I am inaudible
Imma prove to 'em it's possible
Then I'll be audible
Then it'll add up like logical
[Chorus]
(I've been) down for so long, now I'm finally up
Been down for long, but I found a way up
Now I'm up
Wassup
I blame it on God, I don't believe in luck
No I don't believe in luck
Have a back up
F yo' back up
"Have yo' hat up"
"Have yo' back up"
That's yo' back up
Well my sack up, so
In that, I don't really wanna partake
They ask how I'm doing
I tell them they don't care
But I'm great tho
I'm thanking God, I'm so grateful
Nobody can stop me, you cannot relate
And I know you mad, but yo' feelings I won't spare
Imma ten out of eight bro
You did not feed me, still already ate bro