[Lyric] Heal (Sjana Rut)

I used to think that no one witnessed what you did to me
So I believed what you said, I’m overreacting
You made me the victim
You made me believe that it was all my fault- the problem was me

Go ahead and say what you want to say
I won’t listen anyway ‘cause I know you’re the one to blame
But how could you go this far?
And act like you don’t remember you left an unhealable scar

But now I’m gonna heal, I’m gonna heal
Heal, yeah- heal
I’m gonna heal- gonna heal
Heal, yeah

You always seem to put up quite the show
But I see right through you just so you know
The pain left me numb for so long that I wasn't even sure where it came from anymore

Go ahead and say what you want to say!
I won’t listen anyway ‘cause I know you’re the one to blame
But how could you go this far?
Act like you don’t remember you left an unhealable scar
But now I’m gonna heal, I’m gonna heal
Heal, yeah- heal
I’m gonna heal, I’m gonna heal
Heal, yeah- heal

I won’t listen (to you), I won’t listen (to you), I won’t listen (to you)

I’m gonna heal (heal) from what you did (from what you did)
I’m gonna allow myself to heal from it (from it)
I’m gonna feel happiness (happiness)
I’m gonna forgive myself and reach for help

I’m not gonna let you ruin this for me
I’m gonna stand up for what I believe
I just wanna run up to little me
Tell her i love her- she deserved better
And when I get the chance to speak to her I’ll let her know she wasn’t the monster and
Above anything else she’s allowed to heal, yeah

Heal- heal- heal
Heal- I’m gonna heal
Heal, yeah, heal

You can say what you want to say
You won’t ruin this for me
(heal, I’m gonna heal)
You’re the one to blame
Now I am gonna heal