(Verse 1)
A few months had passed
And I was sitting alone
Waiting for you to call my phone
But you never did
So I thought I had missed
The chance to change all of this
For the better turns out
I had just wrote my last letter
To you, all these tears wouldn’t stop
Pouring through, it’s hard to say this but it’s
All in my head now, you’re gone
I don’t even know what’s going on
Constantly lost each day
Just wishing I had someone to hold
So I wouldn’t have to be this cold
Every night I lay awake in my bed
Looking at my phone
Wishing you would call me
But you don’t
That’s why I’m so fucked up
I’m hung up on a call that’ll never
Arrive oh well
Maybe this is how it’s meant to be
I don’t know if what I’m doing is right anymore
Feels like I’ll just crumble like my reality that is collapsing around me
(Hook)
And this darkness
This darkness this darkness
This darkness, this darkness
This darkness
(Verse 2)
I knew that you never truly loved me
Who do you think you are
Using me, but I was too blind to see it
But I do now
Been hurt so many times before
I don’t feel a thing
Just gonna keep it real
Gotta make another meal
Pass up on the deal
That love you gave me
The one that broke me
It never felt real
Was fake, I could tell
You couldn’t see it through
I didn’t say anything
Just didn’t want to hurt you
I was thinking a lot
About have I made the right choice
Am I happy in this life
My mind telling me one thing
But my heart tells me otherwise
I am not Devine but I’ll waste your time
Can’t help saying this isn’t mine
You don’t know yourself
Quit being somebody else
Your heart lies to you
Makes you feel a certain way
But deep down you know
(Hook)
And this darkness
This darkness this darkness
This darkness, this darkness
This darkness
(Outro)
And this darkness it surrounds me
Trying to push you away
When you’re the only one
That loves me for me
I want you to know that I’m sorry
I don’t feel the way I should
I need your love
Now I’ve got it can that just be enough
I guess it’s just because I’m so
Paranoid and afraid
That you’ll lead me on
Take my soul
And leave me broken
Leaving me broken
I’m sorry that I’ve made you cry
Never wanted the tears to come to your eyes
A few months had passed
And I was sitting alone
Waiting for you to call my phone
But you never did
So I thought I had missed
The chance to change all of this
For the better turns out
I had just wrote my last letter
To you, all these tears wouldn’t stop
Pouring through, it’s hard to say this but it’s
All in my head now, you’re gone
I don’t even know what’s going on
Constantly lost each day
Just wishing I had someone to hold
So I wouldn’t have to be this cold
Every night I lay awake in my bed
Looking at my phone
Wishing you would call me
But you don’t
That’s why I’m so fucked up
I’m hung up on a call that’ll never
Arrive oh well
Maybe this is how it’s meant to be
I don’t know if what I’m doing is right anymore
Feels like I’ll just crumble like my reality that is collapsing around me
(Hook)
And this darkness
This darkness this darkness
This darkness, this darkness
This darkness
(Verse 2)
I knew that you never truly loved me
Who do you think you are
Using me, but I was too blind to see it
But I do now
Been hurt so many times before
I don’t feel a thing
Just gonna keep it real
Gotta make another meal
Pass up on the deal
That love you gave me
The one that broke me
It never felt real
Was fake, I could tell
You couldn’t see it through
I didn’t say anything
Just didn’t want to hurt you
I was thinking a lot
About have I made the right choice
Am I happy in this life
My mind telling me one thing
But my heart tells me otherwise
I am not Devine but I’ll waste your time
Can’t help saying this isn’t mine
You don’t know yourself
Quit being somebody else
Your heart lies to you
Makes you feel a certain way
But deep down you know
(Hook)
And this darkness
This darkness this darkness
This darkness, this darkness
This darkness
(Outro)
And this darkness it surrounds me
Trying to push you away
When you’re the only one
That loves me for me
I want you to know that I’m sorry
I don’t feel the way I should
I need your love
Now I’ve got it can that just be enough
I guess it’s just because I’m so
Paranoid and afraid
That you’ll lead me on
Take my soul
And leave me broken
Leaving me broken
I’m sorry that I’ve made you cry
Never wanted the tears to come to your eyes
( MidgeMedia )
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