[Lyric] Heaven Only Knows prod. MIRA (Ezio Miller)

Introduction:
I'm left me speechless
My breathe stolen
Exposing my every weakness
I keep going
I'm climbing the steepest peak
This blood flowing
I'm chasing dreams out of reach
I want peace
But it's not for myself
I need solution
But the answers not wealth
I'm a survivor
But the strength is withering out
The brain infected with doubt

Verse 1:
For once in my life I'm constricted by myself
I'm walking on this journey and I need a little help
Not financially, emotionally, sticking to the code
Of the grind and the hustle, with my lonely little soul
Is this good for health, I don't know
Is my life ticking bomb, will I blow
I'm trying to get a paper, but the process going slow
Will I ever be happy, only heaven ever knows
And I'm creeping in the shadows on the low
And I'm floating on the clouds, on my own
And I'm broken into pieces like before
And as I cut myself with broken memories, and emotions on the floor

I've been looking just to swim like I walk
Life is like a river, I am going where it goes, I don't know
Maybe stumble, and I sink I keep a float
And if I drown one day only heaven ever knows

Chorus:
Will I ever be discovered? Heaven knows
Will I be loved by another? Heaven knows
Will people be proud of me? Heaven knows
Will I make it through the darkness only heaven ever knows
Will I ever be enough? Heaven knows
Will I make it through the rough? Heaven knows
Will I ever be strong enough, when the goings getting tough
And I feel like giving up! Only heaven ever knows

Verse 2:
The optimism I show is fake
I will love another deeply, till my broken heart breaks
Thank you to my liver for handling things, that my heart couldn't take
A bottle be the mistress that just drowns the hate
I'm bottle up, these feelings shaking my sanity
Soon the bottle will erupt, it might just take my humanity
Why I'm giving up, I'm never good enough
I'm tired of the life I live, I'm always giving love

My hospital is empty, guess I'm lacking patients
My GPS is defective, so now I have no destination
I'm no great communicator I'm no Ronald Reagan
I'm staying who I am but my surrounding always changing

Keeping the silence about my trials and tribulations
pause and the decision that I'm making
I'm really confused and to be honest I don't know
Will I make it one day, only heaven ever know

Chorus:
Will I ever be discovered? Heaven knows
Will I be loved by another? Heaven knows
Will people be proud of me? Heaven knows
Will I make it through the darkness only heaven ever knows
Will I ever be enough? Heaven knows
Will I make it through the rough? Heaven knows
Will I ever be strong enough, when the goings getting tough
And I feel like giving up! Only heaven ever knows